Amazing Adventures of Tulip

[SHADOWFOX136]

Hello all, I do have a question but I got some setting up to do so it starts with the first time I actively Forced.

 

It was to get her form down. I decided to do this even though I want Tulip to decide a lot of what she will be. I notice that most steps in making a Tulpa are optional and it can practically leave you with nothing, and I just wanted another excuse for Active forcing.

 

What I got I liked so much better, with a form it was so much easier talking to her. I mean talking to her with the intent that her being will notice. I even got some head pressure that night and I even believed she shared an emotion with me. I know it is a bit far fetched that I would have contact like that with her so soon, but most guides state that you should believe that it is your Tulpa. It makes me feel really happy that she tries to talk to me and it also really feels like she is responding, so I can't help but think that it is her at least some of the time if not all of it.

 

The Next day when I actively forced it was quite strange. I couldn't get her form down for the life of me. It was all static and weird and I was pretty sure I wasn't doing it and it came so easy the night before. I constantly tell her when I passive force that I incurage her to deviate as much as she wants. She can change anything I say. So I sort of assume that she is the one that is doing this. The trick is she isn't doing a good job of it and it made it really hard for me to continue forcing. It felt like we were battling. So I asked her if she could stop it because it made it difficult to do anything with her and she could change things about her later, but right now with her not really doing anything with it and we still can't really communicate besides vague head pressure.

 

Now every time I actively force I haven't had a problem. So here is my question. Should I have really stifled her trying to deviate so early? And if I shouldn't of, how could I have handled it better? Please I would like your input. I am new to this and would appreciate all suggestions.