Nogi's TulpaQuest

[StrangeNogi]

I'm fifteen. Am I mature? let's be real here, nah. Am I mature enough to have a tulpa? I don't know, but I think so. People say I'm way beyond my years, so whatever.

"Ooh, Edgy." Shut up, that wasn't even edgy! D:

 

My reasoning for getting a tulpa is because I have aspergers, and not many friends in real life. I'm usually depressed when I go to school for that reason, so this is basically a friend that I can trust and talk to.

 

Anyways, I've been at this tulpa stuff since 2014, but Tycho only started to talk this week. He chose the word Nogi to be in my name, too. Sure, there's issues like words being drawn out, stopping mid sentence, becoming overwhelmed and stopping which usually happens when he thinks of more than one thing to say and it overlaps into a muddled mess, etc. He also likes to answer me before I get the words out.

Sometimes he's clear, and other times I don't hear him but still have a feeling of what he's saying, so that's good. He laughed at something he saw when I wasn't thinking about him. One notable thing from today is that he told the birds outside to "Shut the f*** up", so that was an experience. "Oh, C'mon! Wait. are you writing down what I'm saying EVERY TIME?" Yes. Also, I tried to visualize him, it was very fuzzy. Also tried to visualize the wonderland but I didn't see anything at all, which led to this:

 

Me: Hey, do you even have the wonderland?

Tycho: Yes?

Me: What? How do you walk around in words and blackness?

Tycho: I'm not. It's here. You can't see it.

Me: Does that mean you--

Tycho: Yes. I am. And I'm very naked. Just so you know.

Me: Ooh...

 

Something strange is that Tycho speaks in the same way that I think. I do the thing where you breathe the words that you're silently thinking into your nose\mouth. A good way to tell if it's you or your tulpa talking, since the tulpa usually shouldn't do it. He'll do this or switch to talking without making me breathe the words. Sorry if the wording makes it seem strange.

 

Note:

*Tycho's voice appears to be a mix of Prompto from FFXV and Demyx from KH2. sometimes my voice and other random voices.

* I'm in the process of writing his appearance and I'll draw him and the wonderland soon, so yeah.

*Tycho is responding to taste. He said "Ew." when I bit into this gross tasting bread earlier.

*Tycho can talk to me while others are speaking. Sometimes.

*Tycho is starting to settle into his own voice.

 

Edit: No, this isn't Tycho from Penny Arcade, they happen to have the same name.