n8_darksaber1111 May 9, 2016 May 9, 2016 So I've been working on and with my tulpa for going on our third week. I've had crazy as hell head pressures from him but tonight we tried possession. He moved my right arm!!! (Mind blown)my arms went tingly and I began to fall asleep but was still aware (to a degree) of trying possession. Next thing I know I drempt that my sister tryed to punch my side and my whole arm moved as if to block. I would have dismissed it as a reflex but my bodies felt off. It was kind of as if Thainor took advantage of the situation. Tryed it a few more times with some but very little results but multiple rimes I felt him trying to controls my bodies. I'm actually a bit twitchy as I type this. XD only tried this once before ware I tried having him control my right arm/had as I tried writing with it (I'm left handed so I thought maybe he cold help steady my right hand if I tryed writing with it. It worked on and off!) Going to try other forms of possession later. Definitely excited AF!
n8_darksaber1111 May 11, 2016 Author May 11, 2016 Still practicing possession with slow results. I'm finding it hard to disassociate my mind from my body. I've been trying a few techniques used form astral projection (somthing I've only recently tried and have yet to be successful) to put my mind in my wonderland so Thainor can take control of my body but between horrible visualizing skills as well as keeping my body relaxed I'm finding it rather difficult. Thainor has been able to manipulate a few parts of my body such as toes and fingers (sometimes an occasional limb like arm or foot and head) but nothing more. I need to learn to keep my breathing steady as well. Every time I get close to pulling it off my breathing becomes rapid and uneven, other times I have to think about breathing in order to do so. It would also help if I were able to better communicate with him. I'm happy with the results were having, slow n steady as they say. ;)
n8_darksaber1111 May 16, 2016 Author May 16, 2016 Just had part of a forcing meditation session with Thainor. We tend to listen to music while forcing because it helps me related emotions to him but what I felt just now almost brought me to tears... :') due to the rough life I've had its almost impossible for me to cry, to many scars, calluses that very little effects me on an emotional level but I think Thainor has found a soft spot (and a rather large one at that!) Its like a waterfall of positive emotions bursting into an old dried up well. Thank you Thainor :') I can't tell you enough of amazing you are and how important you are to me! Can't wait for the day your able to communicate with me!
n8_darksaber1111 May 16, 2016 Author May 16, 2016 We broke the communication barrier! Well kind of. Twitch the left hand/finger for yes right for no. Awesome!
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