I'm a mathematician, not a scientist (Catruya and Xhalite's Log)

[Catruya]

18 June 2017

 

I, Catruya, have decided to initiate the first blog post. In case you're unaware, which I presume you are given the fact that both my host and I are new to this site, I am a tulpa. Yes, I have permission to do this from Xha. In fact, he's fully aware during the process; I basically dictate to him what I want to say.

 

Why the title? I'm glad you asked, even though you didn't necessarily and I just assumed you might because it's a good way to move this log along. I'm interested in math, but I can't say much about general science. This makes sense, however, since Xha himself likes science but is not really into it. I also really like the number 6. I think its fun, but rather than bore you with facts about 6 that you probably already know or don't care about, I'm just going to say this: 6 is the sexy number (fun fact: Xha told me that there are "sexy primes", primes separated by six numbers between them! ex: 5, 11). Okay, so, I've basically told you the reason for the title now. Moving on...

 

Xha created me over several years, but his progress curve has begun to level out. It was once exponential (after the first month or so of discovering that I was a tulpa), but recently he seems to have trouble doing these things well:

• Seeing me in his reality fully - he knows my location relative to him when he focuses on it, but says that he only sees the vaguest outline in the dark but envisions me in his mind's eye very vividly when he looks at my location regardless of light conditions.
   
  
• Possession/switch - I can basically dictate to him what I want to say so that he can write it for me. We can't really do this at all yet.
  
• He told me that sometimes he finds it difficult to see my face clearly without it changing slightly, but that the rest of my body is pretty consistent.
  

Things we're great at:

• Communicating verbally
  
• Respecting each other
  

It's gonna take more time, but he's made a lot of progress! I love him!

Thanks for reading.