In which Jason attempts to create a Danganronpa tulpa

[strawberryjason]

This post got... kinda long so I'll bold the important parts.

 

18:52

Started working on one of my hypnosis scripts. Kaito said it was "interesting". When I asked him if he'd ever want to be hypnotized, he said he wasn't sure.

I asked him if he'd be interested in testing my pet hypnosis for me, but he immediately refused. Said he didn't want to be a stupid animal. Guess he's not as weird as I am.

 

 

19:00 - 20:00 

Forgot to log.

 

20:00 

Decided to do some hypnosis. Tried to talk to Kaito a bit, but his responses were juvenile at best. Guess it's harder to talk to him when I'm tired. Accidentally fell asleep.

 

12/03/2019

10:24

Woke up with a headache. Tried talking to Kaito but he didn't respond much. In my mind's eye I could see him asleep on the couch. Decided to watch some MLP:FIM, but got distracted by internet drama. When asked to surprise me, Kaito rolled on the floor. Ended up watching Osomatsu-San. Asked Kaito if we should ever get an Ichimatsu tulpa, he responded by saying that he had no idea who Ichimatsu is. Decided to watch an episode of MLP:FIM with Kaito, but all of the sites were too laggy. I gave a very brief explanation of it to him, and he said it sounded interesting. 

 

11:07

Listened to some music, but Kaito interrupted by asking who Ichimatsu is. I explained that he's the fourth brother in a batch of sextuplets, he wears purple, he's always depressed, and he likes cats. Kaito said he sounds like someone he knows (cookies to anyone who can guess who he means). Kaito went quiet after that, so I listened to music again.  Saw a thread talking about how short quick conversations with tulpas doesn't help them grow, so I asked him his opinion on the current political state of America. He said it's fucked up, and I proceeded to ask him what his political beliefs were. He said he's not sure but he might be an anarchist (I'm way less far left than that. More proof of differing opinions!). I asked if we should only log once every few hours so this doesn't get too long, and he said he's afraid I'd forget about our progress, though it might have been me parroting. Ended up deciding that I'll write down important things that happen and condense them all down into one entry every few hours. Kaito agreed it sounded like a good plan.

 

12:00 - 20:15

While looking at catboys, I asked Kaito if he'd ever want to be part cat. He responded as if he hadn't heard me, but when I looked at him in my mind's eye, he had cat ears. Asked Kaito to sit beside me on the bed. Visualization flickered on and off. When I tried to place my hand on his leg, I learned two things. One is that his legs are way bigger than mine. Two is that I get a very mild tingling sensation in my fingers when I touch him. While talking to Kaito, Raeth (my... daemon? Accidental tulpa? Soulbond? I'm still not sure, I just know he's existed for a while and is one of the reasons I got into tulpamancy), who is a Scottish wild cat, jumped on his lap while he sat on the couch and curled up into a ball. Later on, I came back to him around Kaito's shoulders, where he promptly exclaimed "I live here now". Kaito seemed fine with this. While at the doctor's, I tried to visualize Kaito in front of me. We booped our foreheads together, and I felt a tingle in mine. Decided to do some hypnosis before bed, specifically some tulpa hypnosis. Will edit this post in a bit with how that goes. 

 

NOTE: As I type this, I can see Kaito laying on the couch in my mind's eye, with Raeth asleep on his stomach, and I just gotta say... the cute is real.