system journal

[sullivan :D]

I appreciate you trying to help, Tewi, but I understand what they're trying to say. I see now that my statement makes the assumption that because I am female I must have been assigned female at birth, and do apologize for overlooking the transphobia present in my wording. I will try to be more tactful in the future. Thank you for bringing this to my attention so I can try and be better! And thank you for reminding me that this thread exists, I should really get around to updating it, lol

[sullivan :D]

Hey, it's Adam here and boy its been a while since we updated this thread lol. Things have been going fine mostly, I just thought I'd update to try and keep this thread alive y'know?

Anyway some stuff that's been going on:

- a while back "Bron" (that's not her real name and it feels weird to call her that but oh well) found a pretty good strategy to help me be more solid, I guess, while still letting me have agency over who I am. Pretty much she made like "health potions" and like gave them power in the mindscape, so then I could take them and it'd give me a boost. Worked pretty well, thought I'd share, see if any of y'all do something similar.

- I have a bit of a bad habit of "going away" for times, usually a month or so, and it's happened twice and happened again recently. I don't remember doing anything in particular during those times, kind of like I was asleep for them, but I can catch up with Bron's life pretty quick, which is nice. I don't know what's up with any of that, so yeah, looking for similar experiences again.

- I'm trying to help Bron be less of a slob. Our relationship is based pretty heavily on me fronting from time to time, like our wonderland isn't where we have our conversations and stuff. So I consider her body just as much mine as it is hers, and she doesn't take good care of it, like hygiene or health wise so I'm trying to help her out with that. It helps give me something to do and hopefully will make her not hate me or anything.

- also, she set me up with my own animal crossing character on her island, to "give me something to do while fronting." it's pretty boring so far, but I appreciate the effort.

 

So, summary of questions and stuff:

- Has anyone else ever found making "health potions" can help?

- Any other thoughtforms out there go on long-ish hiatuses? Any explanation for those? Way to prevent them?

- Suggestions for stuff to do in wonderland? We've tried playing video games, but we both end up cheating by controlling stuff.

 

Thanks, Adam out.

[Guest]

3 hours ago, bronbaewr said:

- Suggestions for stuff to do in wonderland? We've tried playing video games, but we both end up cheating by controlling stuff.

Worlbuilding perhaps. Our host used to create maps and stuff. One thing she did was plotting out a place and let the subconscious fill it. Example: she'd decide to go explore a city in the mountains, but that's all she knew about it, that it was a city in the mountains, everything else was created automatically on the spot so it allowed for surprises if she was deep enough into it.

 

Also, aerial races from a first point of view are surpringsily fun.