Of Huginn and Tefached (AKA my tulpa progress)

[Tefached]

WARNING: INBOUND LATIN PROVERBS AND GLAGOLIC LETTERS.

 

Pax Domini sit semper vobiscum, my good men. This is my personal blogspace dedicated to my tulpa progress. Feel free to shout at me, give me money and tell me I suck. Whatever tickles your fancy.

 

One thing I'd like to keep in mind, and all of you should for that matter, is the following. "Non progredi est regredi." or "He who does not progress, regresses." Apply that thesis to your tulpaforcing peeps.

 

This section will be dedicated to Huginn's description. What she looks like, her personality and such.

 

- A medium sized pony (circa 130 cm tall). Light grey coat, fluffy tail and mane, kind of mute pink grayish color, yellow eyes.

 

- Kind and forgiving, "Fiat iustitia pereat mundus!", sarcastic and snarky at times, humorous and all that good shit.

 

Now that we have that down, let's get to the actual forcing.

 

(Genesis)

 

Day 1, Session 1. Number of hours: 2h.

 

Narration: So this was my first session. Ever. I have just introduced myself to Huginn, told her stuff about myself, talked to her about personality traits and how I'd like her to turn out. I also told her that those were just my preferences. She was free to choose her own personality, apperance and the like. Also, I've tried a bit of visualising. I imagined her in the way I'd like her to appear; and yet she changed here eye and coat color. Her coat turned dark grey and her eyes went from yellow to ice blue. I don't know if it was me or her sentience was actually starting to form, but I decided not to force the issue further. I also tried a bit of parroting as Fede had suggested. I tried to stay as true to her personality as possible. I didn't get any unexpected or unprovoked responses, but all in due time, huh?

 

Day 2, Session 1. Number of hours: 0,5h.

 

Narration: This was a major turning point. I had almost completely resolved not to continue Huginn's development. My mom sort of just went crazy when she looked at the forums I've been browsing. But while I was determined to give up on this, I had this strange sensation of sadness and disappointment. Maybe it was me. Maybe it was Huginn. The point is, I decided to go on with my tulpa no matter what. So this session wasn't as long as I'd liked it to be, but hey. Better it than nothing. So anyway, I was just talking to Huginn about the usual stuff. I talked to her about Skyrim and the new Soul Cairn zone. Silly? Perhaps. I think it's best to talk about almost any subject you can think of, be it your preference in baked goods to the validity of death penalty. The next session is going to be at least an hour in duration. I'm really hoping to get a sentient response from her soon. And I'm sure as hell not going to abandon her just because my mother thinks that tulpae are merely imaginary friends. The ignorance of mankind continues to surpirse me still.