Why I created my tulpa

[tulpachef]

So, this is the reason why I created Alli, my tulpa. 

 

I have severe autophobia, for those who don't know, autophobia is the fear of being alone. I don't have anyone else living in my house, I did have a dog named Mylo, but he passed away last month due to natural causes, he was 15. Since I was now all alone, I needed to constantly keep myself distracted by whatever means necessary, whether that be YouTube, video games, or music. If I didn't, I would end up having a panic attack because I was alone, I also need to take sleeping pills to make me fall asleep fast before my brain has time to realize that I am alone, and its nighttime. I remember one night where I was watching TV waiting for the sleeping pills to make me feel sleepy, when the power went out. It was a stormy night, and so a power line must've got taken out, I ended up having the worst panic attack of my life, it only lasted for around 30 minuets but it felt like 30 hours to me. It finally ended when I fell asleep due to the sleeping pills. The next morning I decided that I was tired of my autophobia, so I looked up ways on the internet to help me with not feeling alone when I found you wonderful people. So I decided to create my tulpa, Alli, on December 6th, or Monday. I have gotten a few small responses from her, so I know she's sentient, and now I don't feel so alone anymore, and therefore not as afraid, my autophobia is still a problem but when Alli is vocal and I can talk to her and have conversations with her, I don't think I'll ever have to deal with my autophobia again.

 

Thank all of you people for the kind words.

[TurboSimmie]

I've mentioned elsewhere that tulpamancy is a good fit for some and a bad fit for others. It seems like you're one of the one of those for whom it's going to be really beneficial. 🙂

 

I'm so happy that you've had such a strong start with Alli. 😁 You'll never have to walk alone again. Someday I'd love to meet her, as she already sounds lovely. 💚

[tulpachef]

1 hour ago, TurboSimmie said:

I've mentioned elsewhere that tulpamancy is a good fit for some and a bad fit for others. It seems like you're one of the one of those for whom it's going to be really beneficial. 🙂

 

I'm so happy that you've had such a strong start with Alli. 😁 You'll never have to walk alone again. Someday I'd love to meet her, as she already sounds lovely. 💚

Thank you, I will be sure to type for her once she does become vocal =)

[harvestmoon]

Aww that's so sweet! I'm glad you have someone there for you :)

[The Candlelight Society]

I wish you two luck on your Tulpa journey. I think your going to do great, here's hoping this will kick your autophobia to the curb.