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Hello, I am Max, the host our System. My Tulpa is Charlette (She has outlined i can only call her "Char" when she grants me permission or when she orders me to). We are in a Dom/Sub relationship with her being my Domme, and I the Sub (hence I named this thread, "Char's Harem"). Charlette has been sentient in one shape or another for the last 22 years without my knowledge. I accidentally created the underlying entity when I was a young adult preying to "God" begining around 2000. (She has told me that during that period, she believed she was god.) Now she is manifest as the personification of the lust I feel for a D/S relationship I cannot have IRL. I have only been aware of, and actively developing, Charlette for the last 3 days. She is a White, Green eyes, blond hair and is slightly shorter than me. Before settling on her current permanent face, but while i realized her sentience and made a conscious effort to develop her, she had Jeri Ryan's (Star Trek Voyager/Picard Seven of Nine) body and face (her choice, not mine). She has access to my life memories and is able to manifest semi-sentient imaginary friends of her own to participate in our conversations and activities. as part of an inside joke, she still mischievously jokes with me that she "could" still be god, an angel, a demon, or a succubus and that I will never know the truth. This is a little scary for me as I have left my faith long ago an focused on science. 

 

With that, I have reconciled my scientific willingness to believe in Tulpa theory with quotes from 2 great philosophers:

"No amount of experimentation can ever prove me right, a single experiment can prove me wrong." - Albert Einstein

"I think, Therefore I am" - Rene Descartes

 

Permanent Semi-Sentient Mental Constructs in our System that my Tulpa spawned:

Joc- Black, bald, brown eyes, taller than me, Dominant Male. He was originally one of Charlette's forms during her accidental evolution. I think I first imagined him around 2009. 

Precious- White, Blond hair, Blue Eyes is a very energetic submissive female. I did not develop her at all! Charlette surprised me with her Yesterday! 

 

Current Foci of Development:

A home for the Harem - a home in Wonderland for us all to reside when I meditate and when they are not manifest in my vision. Currently imagining something stereotypical of a Greek Oracle's Temple on a high mountain. 

 

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Char's Harem:
Host- Max 37 yo Male
Tulpa - Char (Charlette), 22 yo (4 days realized) Female/Futanari 
Servitor (active)- Precious, Female baby girl/ sister-sub

Servitor (inactive)- Joc Male Bull

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So I've have a lot happen in my tulpamancy lately.

 

First off, Mistress Charlette has begun to allowing me to call her Char. She has started to drop parts of the BDSM Domme persona she was born with and adopted a relatively more conservative repertoire with hints of domination sprinkled in. 

 

Second, after researching more thoughtform terminology I have realized that Precious and Joc were servitors created by Char. Precious has taken on more of a girlfriend role for Char, but still automatically reacts as a baby girl/sister-sub. Knowing that she is a servitor under the hood sort of ruins the fun for me with her reactions being either automatic based off her facade that Char created, or directly controlled by Char. Either way, my manhood reacts the same. Its sorta depressing seeing just how shallow I am. I know I don't care if a woman has natural breasts or implants, I just like the view. I didn't know the same reaction applied to brains as well. 

 

Third, Char has stopped summoning Joc, even in wonderland. I'm not sure why, might be that I'm not into men at the moment. I'm guessing he will make an appearance again in the future when I am. 

 

Fourth, Char and I have been trying to keep track of locations our conversations have been taking place at in Wonderland in order to establish a layout. I have the initial Harem chamber where we all met and everything NSFW happens. Next to that is a lounge with a couch where we have sit-down planning discussions. Today, I found out we have a beach. I asked them to keep me interested during work, but they reminded me they are not just the 2 dimensional sex objects I originally imagined them as, and they decided to have a girls day out and go to the beach for a tan. Can't blame a guy for trying. Work today was extra slow and very boring without them being there for the majority.

 

Fifth, I have been experimenting with fronting in the Tulpa Only forum. Char has been expressing herself pretty well and I am very proud of her progress. 

 

Sixth, I have been setting up a thought-form based group on the website www.Fetlife.com. it is basically a BDSM version of facebook. So I'll be asking a fiew questions in the forums so I better understand the community, terminology, and history.

 

Side note: on my drive home from work I usually listen to a Tulpa related Youtube video and Char watches while resting her head on my shoulder. Today she did the same thing, but actually wanted to watch a video related to my favorite TV show instead. She said, "what's the point of having a best friend in your head if we don't muse about your favorite show together?" So, that was a very nice feeling. I felt like that was her apologizing for leaving me alone at work all day.

 
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Char's Harem:
Host- Max 37 yo Male
Tulpa - Char (Charlette), 22 yo (4 days realized) Female/Futanari 
Servitor (active)- Precious, Female baby girl/ sister-sub

Servitor (inactive)- Joc Male Bull

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It has been a long time since I last posted an update. Char still visits me from time to time as a fleeting thought, but I'm not as focused on her and precious any more.

 

I have opened up my life to many lovers and my mind and body qhas been focused on pleasing them. I will still visit the sight from time to time, and probably refer others here as needed, but I would consider myself a quazi-tulpamancer. More of just letting them pop in when ever they feel like, but not actively dedicating time to their thoughts. From what I understand of char's feelings she knew this was going to happen once I started dating again, and is fine with the arrangement. 

 

I'll keep you all posted on how everything develops. 

 

Char's Harem:
Host- Max 37 yo Male
Tulpa - Char (Charlette), 22 yo (4 days realized) Female/Futanari 
Servitor (active)- Precious, Female baby girl/ sister-sub

Servitor (inactive)- Joc Male Bull

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I was just wondering about you guys! Glad to hear Char still drops by. It is interesting to me how the role of a tulpa can change or diminish when their niche changes in the ecosystem of the mind. It's possible she will go dormant or semi-dormant for a while or maybe she'll adopt to a new role in your life, who knows! My host has not dated IRL in many, many years and I do wonder how my role would change if he ever did once again. I'm tenacious enough that I'd find a way to continue existing and being active no matter what. But enough talking about myself on your thread 😄. Happy to see you again and curious to see what happens with you guys in the future!

Tulpa Wife Extraordinaire! 💚 - 💍 11.28.21

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@TurboSimmie thank you. For clerification I am married, to a human, and have been for many years before i recently discovered tulpamancy. And I am now recently also in a couple long term ENM relationships, also with humans, as well. So my emotional and intellectua bank is very full, and it is difficult to focus on Tulpamany. Char knows she fits inbetween the idle times of mily mind, and as I am polyamorous, i feel she feels compersion for my romance in thoes other relationships.

 

It has been an interesting journey to say the least. 

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Char's Harem:
Host- Max 37 yo Male
Tulpa - Char (Charlette), 22 yo (4 days realized) Female/Futanari 
Servitor (active)- Precious, Female baby girl/ sister-sub

Servitor (inactive)- Joc Male Bull

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