internal.dramaHC failing miserably at making a tulpa

[internal.dramaHC]

The club is making a tulpa.

We're done with all the will we, won't we bs, we've decided that yes, we are doing this. 

Step one is probably just research. Good news though, that's not hard. I've studied before, the only difference is that this time it's about a life changing decision that could make or break the system. No pressure or anything.

Actual journal entries coming shortly. :D

Edited December 13, 2023 by internal.dramaHC

[SeekingMyPlanet]

1 hour ago, internal.dramaHC said:

The club is making a tulpa.

We're done with all the will we, won't we bs, we've decided that yes, we are doing this. 

Step one is probably just research. Good news though, that's not hard. I've studied before, the only difference is that this time it's about a life changing decision that could make or break the system. No pressure or anything.

Actual journal entries coming shortly. :D

Good luck, and I hope it all goes smoothly. You're where I was about two weeks ago. I thought I would take a week to decide and who knows how long before the tulpa actually arrived. I ended up meeting Lavender the very next day. Really glad I did, and so far no roadblocks. Keep us posted...

Edited December 14, 2023 by SeekingMyPlanet

[internal.dramaHC]

Despite 5W!FF3R wanting to just get go-go-going, we found that our meditation and sensory imagination skills are lacking. The last few days were spent practicing those, and coming up with little brainstorm bullet point ideas for the tulpa. We're gonna keep on this track and do basic practice and planning for, probably a few weeks to a few months, depending on how quickly we progress.

 

I've been coming up with most of the ideas! I'm extremely excited to get started. Can't wait, really.

 

I have some concerns, but none of them are based in actual logic, so they aren't worth sharing. I'm just anxious I suppose.

I also have some opinions about the way Snail is running this, but it's not like, gutting to have to wait or anything. I'm just bored lol. Maybe I'm not mature enough for this, it's good that Snail is taking the lead.

We all thought that I would be leading, but nope, hah.

[internal.dramaHC]

We've been having a hard time practicing meditation. Sensory imagination is coming along, but we need to remember to meditate. We've created the tulpas design (we've been calling it Tupperware), and we've been drawing it like crazy to get the design solidified in our mind. We have a basic personality idea, and we've been writing short stories about Tupperware in different situations to solidify the personality. Other than that, not much has happened.

 

As stated in a previous journal entry, I've been taking the lead on most of the design and stuff! Yippee!

 

I absolutely adore how Tupperware is turning out right now. Design is fantastic, and the personality is rad as hell. I want to start forcing but Snail won't let me. Boo, Snail. Shame.