Proto Tulpa, soul bound, human remote viewing, alien telepathy or haunting?

[MadMax]

So I have a very open and imaginative mind, yet very scientific in my thinking at the same time. Very little ever surprises me to the point sometimes I think I'm psychic until my logical mind slaps the hell out of my emotional mind and reminds me that inst possible... then my emotional mind slaps back with "but you believe in tulpamancy" so I have to consider  it sometimes, lol.

 

Anyway, I have a situation where I am at a loss, not sure what to think. I recently bought a car after being involved in an accident that totaled my old one (I'm ok, just a little shaken). About 2 weeks into driving this car by myself, I start to get the fence of a presence in the back seat. I get a glimpse of what I think is a persons face looking at me in the river view mirror, but look and it's gone, and still get that presence feeling. 

 

Being prone to having accidental tulpas pop into existence, that was my first thought. But they usually appear first as a mind voice, or a presence in wonderland, and only manifest in reality after initial contact and further personality exploration. But the rest of our system say they have no knowledge of a new presence, and they get the same eerie feeling of being watched that I do. So at the moment I'm inclined to think it's not a tulpa, soulbound, or any other entity originating from inside our system.

 

My next thought is a ghost: the car itself has over 100,000 miles as a 2013 used car with only a single owner. So that tells me a person spent a significant amount of their life in this vehicle, might it be a ghost or an echo of the person that previously owned it. I don't know if they are still alive so that makes the ghost theory require more research (the person did leave old documents in the glove box the dealership didn't clean out... I felt very cringe about the transaction when I got the vehicle home and found those. I've not actually seen the face of this thing, but something is giving me the impression of a grey featureless face, not totally human or natural, like one of the civil war mannequins off of night at the museum, so I'm leaning away from ghost. 

 

Another explanation might be remote viewing/astral projection? I have dabbled in the idea of merging tulpamancy with astral projection, but it was nearly a theory I wrote down and expressed with a like-minded friend, nothing I've actually experimented with yet. So perhaps this is someone intentionally trying to contact me, or at least view the world from my back seat, while remaining anonymous? I'm going to ask my friend if they have been playing around with astral projection around me (they don't know where I live or the year-make-modle of the car, so that should be a pretty easy conversation to rule out. The circumstances of the previous car crash makes me wonder though, as I had a very brief laps in memory. I don't remember what I was doing the second before impact. Could this be an intentional memory manipulation by who ever is haunting my current car? I have been watching a lot of UFO news and mini documentaries lately, and the concept of remote viewing l, Astra projection, and mental super spys with project stargate and lately the revelation of project Kona Blue makes me think maybe I'm being spied on by a government remote viewer. I don't know. My skeptical mind says I'm not that special to be spied on and to burn this theory, but my open imagination forces me to keep it as an option.

 

Then there is the alien idea. But again. I don't think I'm that special, and I've not heard of anyone else experiencing something similar to this in the abductee/contactee stories. 

 

The least sexy idea: it's just my mind playing tricks on me in an unfamiliar car. I hope it is this. But I don't know. Have any of you had any similar experiences or have a comment on my theories or a theory of your own? 

 

[Autumn Ren]

You might try posting this on r/paranormal or some other subreddit.

 

As far as "if you believe in tulpamancy, then aliens and ghosts must exist" 

 

That's not how most of the community thinks. We're not at all a materialist system and one of ours has legitimately shown ghost like encounters including a full body apparition and very rare but unexplainable poltergeist activity, but if we think, okay there must be ghosts and telekinesis, that's just a fun thing to think about but very dissapointing in practice because these things are so unique and random. If anything, we now think there aren't ghosts as a result because it was literally one of our own and that can easily be explained as a spontaneous imposition while imposing and wonderlanding, basically the imagination overriding the physical senses which can even be trained and we have plenty of minor examples of that even recently.  The telekinesis parts could all surely be coincidence except maybe two given they happen years apart and we're always unique. So those two which are very coincidental and unexplainable otherwise are very highly unlikely but still over 6 years of basically constant daydreaming with us then it seems more reasonable that it's possible.

 

A presence can reinforce itself in your mind, you're basically forcing a thoughtform, but it's fun of you want to think it's a ghost, aliens, but this site is trying to find psychological pathways and even if we play around with other external factors, the internal factors are where we want to concentrate so that it might be possible eventually to have on-demand imposition and other phenomenon that actually fun rather than "aliens did it" which sounds self-defeating in that context.

[ReallyArtificial]

It's not exactly the same, but this sounds kind of like a phenomenon I've experienced when alone in the woods. Obviously when I'm in that situation I'm very conscious of my surroundings. I've noticed if I look at my phone out there, I'll sometimes see human figures moving in my peripheral vision. There's not anyone physically there, and it doesn't seem to be coming from anyone in-system.

 

In my case, it's definitely just my anxious brain being hypervigilant. It expects a potential threat (ie a suspicious person), so when it notices movement it interprets that accordingly. Maybe you're experiencing something similar due to residual stress from the accident?

 

Also worth noting I had experienced this before tulpamancy, but I think the frequency has increased since I started. I feel like having headmates makes the mind more open to perceiving things that aren't physically there.

[Charlotte Constance]

@Autumn Ren Thank you for your insight. I know more likely than not that it is either my own mind playing tricks on me, or a thought form reenforcing itself due to a collection of stimuli. But I don't rule out the other metaphysical options. Thats why I posted in the metaphysics/parapsychology thread. :)

 

@ReallyArtificial that could most likely be it, hyper vigilance after an intense car crash, and my overactive imagination filling in the blanks of an unknown. There is an odd seat belt mount that sits in my rear view mirror view of that seat, so it could also just be that it doesn't look symmetrical compared to the other seat, and triggers the "what's that" reaction when it catches me off guard. 

 

On the paranormal side, I already confirmed with my astral projection friend that they haven't been exercising anything specific centered around me, and has not had any vision that would amount to my car's interior, so I can pull out that avenue.