broadwaypianos November 4, 2012 November 4, 2012 Hello all! He i am going to do my best to log my experience in creation of Chris! For starters, let me describe Chris. Chris is about 17 years old. He is loosely based off the the character Kurt from Glee. He is 5 ft 11 inches tall, has dark brown hair, pearly white teeth, and a beautiful voice! Chris is smart, witty, caring, happy, optimistic, devoted, funny, musical, loving, creative, sassy, open minded, vain, affectionate, a little insecure, trouble making, and graceful. Of course he will change as he wants to, i just thought i would lay a good foundation for him to grow upon. It's 12:50 right now and i am going to start creating Chris! right now i am reading as much as i can, trying to find how how i want to go about this..... Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 4, 2012 Author November 4, 2012 Worked on tulpaforcing for 1 1/2 hours today. Planning on doing more. I decided to use Irish's guide, and follow it loosely. My wonderland is the world of Harry Potter. Chris and I started in the Gryffindor common room, and eventually made to Diagon Alley via apparition. i told him all about here we were, how this is our world that we can come and go to as we please. Then I gave him a little summary of the first chapters of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. Telling him about HP reminds me of my childhood. When i was little, my mom my sister and i would stay up late and read HP out loud for hours. It makes me feel like I am doing the same thing with my own child... Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 4, 2012 Author November 4, 2012 I was having a bit of difficulty concentrating, so for about the past half hour I listened to some pink noise and that did the trick. I am starting to feel a bit of pressure on the top of my head and am getting a small headache, but I can't tell if that is just from the heavy pair of headphones that I am using.... :/ Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 4, 2012 Author November 4, 2012 I really liked the idea of Chris having a "Library" with all of my memories and what not inside it, so I made one. Plus it fits perfectly into my Wonderland!. I have had a headache all day, and that funny feeling has been with me as well. When I was taking a break from actively tulpaforcing in my Wonderland, I decided to lurk around in the forums for a little bit. I think Chris didn't like me not paying attention to him, so he sent this huge "wave" of a headache right from the funny feeling on the right side of my head to me. This really makes me happy, because it tells me that he is there (YAY!!!) and that he is fitting into how I imagined his personality more. To sum things up: Chris likes attention. Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 6, 2012 Author November 6, 2012 For some reason today, I became completely bored with my original design of Chris..... I decided that I would scrap the human form and go with something completely different! Chris is now a snow leopard with a dark purple hue (aura?) and maybe a monocle or some fancy glasses. For some reason, this form just feels right. Could this be Chris telling me in his own way that this is what he wants to look like, without changing on his own? I really doubt that because that would require him to be a lot more sentient than what he is now..... Still working on narrating. I had a picnic with Chris today in the Forbidden Forest. It was lovely. I have been using binaural beats to help drown out noise from the outside world. Noise is a big distraction for me..... Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 7, 2012 Author November 7, 2012 Today has been a completely crazy day!!!! Barely got any time to even talk to Chris. Gonna try some techniques to keep me narrating throughout the day tomorrow. About to force a little before bed. Goodnight!! Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 18, 2012 Author November 18, 2012 Hello again.... I havent been posting because ive been extremely busy, and just havent had the time...... Last night i had my very first lucid dream.. It was very interesting, and happened by accident i'm pretty sure. At first, i started in my school, and then i looked at my hands and realized that i was dreaming. I was able to move around and i even flew for a little bit. But the sad thing is that close to the end of my dream, i lost lucidity... Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 20, 2012 Author November 20, 2012 Big things have happened today in Chris' creation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chris and I were in The Room of Requirement when Chris started to move! It seemed so foreign and strange. Mostly, he just sat or was laying down. When I asked myself if I parroted that, I had an immediate answer of "No". Then I asked if that was Chris, and he responded "Yes". My heart started to flutter, and I praised Chris for his great progress. Chris said his first words!!! I am really happy almost to the point of giddy at this point. Now, I just have to worry to make sure that I am not parroting him subconsciously. Throughout the day, I have narrated to Chris as much as I could. I can feel his presence getting stronger too. Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos November 22, 2012 Author November 22, 2012 Happy Thanksgiving everybody!!! On my way to my grandparents (a six hour trip) i forced for a while. Then once we got there and settled down, Chris and i had our own version of Thanksgiving in the Great Hall. I filled the tables with various foods, and made Chris a plate. He moved around on his own, but hasn't said anything since last time.... God, my head hurts.... i can feel my heart beat in my head.... Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
broadwaypianos April 2, 2013 Author April 2, 2013 Well, I've decided that I'm going to get back to using my creation log! Chris and I have made a lot of progress since my last post. He has become more vocal, and is starting to show his personality off a bit more. Just today, I discovered that Chris is a Slytherin. A SLYTHERIN!!!!! It has shown that he definitely has deviated from what I originally intended. I've been trying to narrate more often, and the work has paid off. I haven't been forcing much (at all), and it has held back on our progress..... Tulpa:Chris Age:17 Male Working On:Sentience Adam's Tulpa Creation Log Some people blame our generation, but did they ever stop to think who raised us?
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