Megan and Ivory's lovely progress log.

[Megan]

Origin (Or, whatever.)

First I want to start with the origin of my find out about tupla. First, I was browsing youtube. I was watching thread simulators, and found a video suspifically focused on a thread about tupla. I watched it, and became interested. I found one comment, the top comment, linking to this website. And, here I am today.

 

Day 1

I first started creating my tupla at school. I sketched out a elf/human like female, and decided that would be my tupla. I thought what the name should be, and the first name that came to my head was Ivory. Therefore, she was named Ivory. Then, at recess, I first began creating her personality. I began first by kneeling down, and blocking out the sun. I was in a kind of crying position emo girls are in movies. I thought of my wonderland at first, a fountain surrounded by trees and varies objects, and then it disappeared. I ignored that, and preferred to just clear my mind instead. I announced the traits and such, like "You will be very intelligent." and such. Then, it ended. The rest of the day I spent lurking the website looking for things I could do with my tupla. I went onto the chat, which really reassured me with I was doing things right.

 

Day 2

This day I tried to spend working on her form. It was hard to keep visualizing her nekkid, and since she was in an anime form, I did not think it needed work anyways. That night I spent time narrating to Ivory and chatting. I talk to my tupla outloud, as I find it better.

 

Day 3

I tried narrating to her, but it was horribly boring. Many times I tried forcing, I want to improve her vocals to a different voice before I try doing anything other than reading books, as I want her to respond. I could not focus on it, and I was scared of doing it as I heard I needed to spend atleast 20 minutes each session.

 

Day 4

This day was spent mostly narrating to her, and pretending she was there. I read some manga to her, Tokyo Mew Mew Alamode, and then tried to force after napping. It seemed I could not force either, I could not really have the attention span to do so. I felt discomfort wherever I tried to force, even outside. I felt lazy, and tried to keep promising Ivory I would do it. It seems that it will not work.

 

Thanks for taking the aggravating time to read this.