MaskedTulpa's Progress Log

[MaskedTulpa]

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Well, hello everyone. I'm new here, but I've been in the IRC for the past three days. I talked with SentientDreamer and fennecgirl, and they're both really nice people and headed me in the right direction :)

 

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TULPA INFO

Name: Cidney

Age: 11 or 12 (haven't decided)

Form: Human Female, white dress, brown hair, green eyes

Stage: Visualization and Personality

 

WONDERLAND INFO

There is a main room which is basically a white void with a bunch of doors. Behind door number one there is a theater located near my house (not movies, acting). That is the wonderland we will be using until she is capable enough to choose another. The other doors are locked for now, but when she picks what she wants to be behind them they will be opened.

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- 11/28/12 -

 

Tonight I am trying to achieve lucidity so that I can talk face to face with Cidney. Also, hopefully by calling her to me in my dream I will know what she looks like. So basically the way I’m inducing lucidity is by marking an X on my hand. When I am in the dream I will look at my hand and will notice there is no X anymore. Thus, I will realize that I am dreaming and lucidity shall commence :). At that point I guess I’m going to think about Cidney just popping up right next to me and (hopefully) she will appear. Wish me luck!

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- 11/29/12 -

 

Well, either my recall sucks and I saw my tulpa and everything, or nothing happened at all. I don't think I left the X on my hand long enough to remember it, so that may be the issue. I'm going to redraw the X and hope for the best tonight. Come on Cidney, I'm trying!

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- 11/29/12 | 2 -

 

Okay, so in math class today we were having reading time and I basically started forcing right then and there and I ACTUALLY SAW CIDNEY. She was wearing a white dress, and had brown hair and green eyes. Whenever I tried to focus on her face it was just blurry, all I could see were the eyes. So now I have a form with clothing! Pretty happy right now :)

[MaskedTulpa]

- 11/30/12 -

 

Still nothing. I tried looking at my hand all day so that it would be instinctive in my dream but apparently it isn't enough. I'm going to continue this method as well as try some others. I'm definitely going to have a serious forcing session later because I've been relying way too much on the fact that I might lucid dream. This is really starting to discourage me.

[MaskedTulpa]

- 12/5/12 -

 

Okay guys, my decision is to just have everything on my tumblr and not update this any more. I already neglected this thread so now I guess it's okay to just lock it :)

 

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