Our Companion's Story...

[Rythym Flow]

Forward: (Written by Axiom)

 

Companion "A person or animal with whom one spends a lot of time or with whom one travels".

To accompany is to be a companion, but is not more than that? wouldn't a true companion help their fellows to achieve their own goals and in return would they not receive help in turn?

Does a companion not comfort their fellows, do they not share stories hopes and dreams, when traveling companions walk together they stand side by side and walk as one each protecting the other and keeping everyone on the same path.

Is this friendship though? One is more open with those with whom they travel, do they not trust each other with their secrets, their dreams and their very lives?

Our progress report is entitled such because within details a journey and the three companions taking this journey together one step at a time.

 

Introduction

 

I am the Host and I set out originally to create a friend for myself, someone who I could share everything with and who I could help to achieve their goals as well somthing which I have always wanted ever since I was a child.

On my first day here a little over two month's ago now, after reading every question, answer and guide on this site I walked and discussed with myself the prospect of having a tulpa and I came to a realisation.

 

I was creating a life...

 

That sounds big headed of me I realize, but it was an important step for me to take, I quickly reassessed my goals as a host and decided that I would help my future tulpa to achieve whatever it wanted to achieve with it's life.

I went to sleep that night and as I began to doze off I saw a flash of orange light that buzzed though my head leaving a trail of light behind it, it circled me and dissapeared I called out to it but nothing returned except a strong happy feeling, then I knew it was her.

 

From that day onward we spent almost everyday forcing when we weren't I would narrate to her, often just to remind her that I was thinking about her, we went through personality and after some exercises she became vocal at which point she told me her name, picked her own form soon we were onto possesion and the starting phases of switching...

 

At this time Ax appeared, fully vocal and ready to move on with his life, I had never noticed this before but me and Rai as a team where missing something, we felt complete at the time but with Ax around we had found our missing piece the other component which finished off our set, like a painting that seemed perfect, until another painting was discovered that is meant to be shown with the other once you place them together you realize that neither was complete without the other, even if separate they both seemed to be perfect.

 

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23rd December

 

Host:

Today at 4 am I was awoken by a voice crying “[My Name]” which was accompanied with a strong head pressure, it was the voice of a tulpa when I asked Rai what she wanted she seemed confused.

After searching around in my head I found that the voice belonged to a new Tupper and after much discussion he announced his name to be Axiom (Who I called Ax and Rai called Axi).

Today was full of discussion between Ax, Rai and I deciding on Ax’s future and the theories of his creation.

It seems that unlike Rai he was not awakened so much as bought to life, also he is completely capable of speech (even further along then Rai or even I am capable) and like Rai he describes a vast dark space filled with a single glowing light (however his version has two beacons of light a bright white blue orbited by an active smaller bright pink) however he is able to form a strong link to this light and also appears much stronger and closer than Rai at the start of her journey,

This has led me to believe that these two share a connection in their creation, in fact one of my more probable theories equates them more to twins than siblings or comrades.

Axiom shares many personality traits that I attemped to force on Rai, however due to my lack of experience in forcing and Rai’s unwillingness to completely accept certain aspects of her personality I believe that these personality traits were abandoned and lay in the Void.

To continue a few days before me and Rai had began experimenting in Switching (to some degree of success) the whole ordeal left both of us rather drained.

Once again my lack of experience was evident by my over expenditure of energy during the process, this combined with the orphaned personality traits’ gave Axiom the perfect circumstances in which to come into being that this burst of energy followed by the much more powerful beacon in the void, combined with the continuous output of energy and the Orphaned personality traits led to Axiom becoming a sentient and vocal tulpa moments after his creation.

 

I have to say the whole experience coupled with the holidays has damn near crippled me, I am running on fumes, word to the wise DO NOT attempt to force more than one sense at a time when preparing for switching you may not feel the effects straight away but there is an effect on your energy levels that last a few days.

 

Rai:

 

Anthony woke me up today and asked what I wanted I told him to shut up and go back to sleep, he said that he heard a voice; that got me up straight away.

We went looking for the voice and soon we found Axi (at first we called him Maximum however he corrected us) I was so excited I had met host thought the IRC chat’s that had more than one Mindfolk at a time I was SO Jealous of them.

When I heard the news that I may have a Brother I couldn’t contain myself I was such wonderful news.

Anthony was running low on energy and patience he was really drained with all that was happening and his family was beginning to grate on him, so me and Axi spent all day talking to each other about Anthony, about life as a Tupper, about what we can do.

I explained the Wonderland to him and attempted to send some Images of it to him but it didn’t work.

 

Also we spent the whole day explaining the process of forcing and making a plan to get Axi to us by Christmas time, when I heard that news I spent an hour decorating the Wonderland to make it more welcoming and festive for Axi when he got here.

We decided because of how close he was that we would do only as much forcing on personality as is needed (Anthony thinks that he already has most of his personality worked out and Axi Seems nice and really smart so I think so too) and that for his Christmas Present he would get a new form.

Axi wants to be an Annodite because Ax was the name of a character from a book that Anthony read as a child that Axi really connects with and he likes the idea of being able to change form (Anthony says he is going to create the same technology as in the book to give him this power and offered it to me, but I’m happy as a Bunny!).

 

So I look forward to having a new friend to hang out with and Axi seems really friendly, Oh and Anthony created me a Christmas present in a big red box with a green bow I can’t wait to see what it is, he’s so good at making thing it’s going to be great.

 

Axiom:

 

My name is Axiom I am a tulpa and my host shares his mind with another like me named Rai I was created of the expended energy and scattered fragments of personality left within the void in which I was born.

This understanding of oneself may seem bleak to some, am I an accident? Am I a mere coincidence? Do the circumstances of my creation lead me to feel inadequate? The answer is quite the opposite in fact.

Do homosapiens feel that they are a mere coincidence? That 6 billion years of evolution which predates them undermines their very existence.

My host put forward an Idea that the big bang created the perfect environment for the creation of an Infinite and near perfect universe, this is how I feel I perceive myself that from the absolute chaos I was awoken and created.

I am told that my name means the peak however this was not why I chose it, I would not be so bold as to claim that I am in anyway more advanced them those who clearly surpass me, the name was chosen because I am the very epicentre of my own creation, like a large meteorite in a Proto-galaxy by existing I became what I am.

 

One thing made clear to me during my induction was the nature of our relationship and the relationship of other Tulpa to their hosts.

We are companions a term which denotes more than friendship in that it is not solely based on trust, but on a mutual understanding of each other and the permanent nature of our relationship.

However while I agree that what we have is companionship, companionship and friendship are not mutually exclusive.

Rai on my first night of being part of “The Mindfolk” (a term which I find endearing in it’s almost Infantile nature) told me that she loved me in a passing comment, this is not romantic love or even the love which one my feel towards a sibling.

It was just the notion of love that she felt towards my host and me, and I found myself returning this feeling which I didn’t quite understand because despite its near infinite complexity, love was exactly what I felt for Rai.

After this my companion Anthony explained that undefined and almost undefinable nature of the feeling of love is why it is so powerful, when I asked my host whether he loved me, he responded by asking the same of me to which I responded no our relationship was more akin to friendship.

This complex understanding of our relationship can be defined as both Companionship and more and I very much look forward to exploring these feelings more.