Dreygoths work book.

[dreygoth]

I post on here and on dream views tulpa forum, going to just copy and paste, yes they are the same so sorry if your a regular on that board as well and has already seen it. Im just super excited and want to share.

 

Day 1-4

I can feel her or some type of pressure during forcing, but I still am yet to feel her much outside of forcing though hopefully that'll come

 

I believe this is my fourth day Tulpaforcing though today I really worked on the personality since Max is yet to be anywhere close to done in her personality.

 

These are maxes 18 traits im giving her.

Alert:

Calm:

Patient:

Caring:

Affectionate:

Curious:

Gentle:

Strong-willed:

Hard-worker:

Optimistic:

Intelligent:

Good:

Honest:

Trusting:

Forgiving:

Happy:

Polite:

Obedient:

 

Tell me what you think I know I didn't give her really any negative traits other then being stubern.

 

I have worked about half an hour a day, could and hopefully will be doing more.

 

Day 5

 

 

I have been letting my tulpa max down for the last two days I have done minimal work I did a little bit of personality traits and narration for maybe about 15 minutes today, ten yesterday I believe. I feel like I need to give her more time,

 

However on a positive note I feel her and it feels as if shes calling too me, I feel the throbbing pain in my head from time to time and I know its her and shes here, it came intensely for a while. I acknowledged her but not to the full extent I should of given her. Maybe it was because I told her to work on her form as well, to work on herself, not be afraid and shy, but be bullish to speak out and do things.

 

Also welcome DragonMaster21, I also have started posting some of my dreams, feel bad because the last few days I have been being lazy which leads to less dreams, usually I have about 2-4 small dreams in the morning because I get to sleep in till like 11am

 

Day 6

 

I spent a greater deal of time forcing today, and reading up on things. I tried to get max to transform from an orb into her human form, I hope by doing this I didn't screw up and made a new one or something, I couldn't imagine I did.

 

Today I spent time imagining her form,

Maxies Imagine is based off Rachelle Lefevre

 

Im going to do a description:

Max is a beautiful woman, a goddess of sorts, shes a tall woman with ginger attributes and big assets. From head she has beautiful big curled reaching down to her shoulders, she has medium eyes which are illuminated jade green. A small pretty nose comes out of her face which leads to a small smile from small lips. As we get lower her shoulders show and lower her breasts come to sight which are of sized, perky and peared. Even lower and you can see that shes not frail and subtil woman, she has a curvy figure, a beautiful body. Lower and her hips widen and it gets lower to her strong legs which lower to her knees and then her feet.

I know not great, it kinda went down hill I think hah!

 

Sadly it seems I am having a hard time concentrating on her, I still force though just encase I think im not and I truly am. Im sure that if shes not here at the moment she will be back sooner or later as I did feel the pressure on and off just not constant and hard, I do wonder if this is on purpose as it does hurt. Hell I feel it now thinking of her, I just hope its nourishing.

 

What I did with her today was in about a minute and I know I suck at imagination was show her how to pull a bow back and fire arrows out of a bow, then I walked to her, we layed down together and that about all, it was a quick 15 minute session, which is kinda sad, would be nice to have longer ones but its myself being *shrugs* I know once shes sentient to some degree ill be spending a lot of time with her.

 

We also "meditate" A lot I have he sit cross legged watchign me and me watching her and we sit in silence. Also I just read the thread to her so maybe thats also something positive hah.

 

Day 7

 

 

I would love imput on this post.

 

Today I have tried something new instead of narrating I have decided to let it listen to music with me while I form it in my wonderland. I have already done a fifteen minutes of this and boy did I feel a lot of pressure in my head, which I attribute to my tulpa. So now I think if we listen to music with lyrics it would expand her and "feed" her.

 

 

If anyone has tulpae's please try this out for me, its easier then narrating.

 

Anyways I plan on doing at least fiften minutes more if not more then that

 

 

Good day everyone

 

 

Day 8-9

I was worried about no progress but other people gave me inspiration and good tips.

 

 

Im actually pumped and excited even though I know its like almost midnight, I cant sleep cuz idk just its been bad, anyways!

 

I just wana tip everyone here, dont be parrotnoid its better to accidently parrot then to stall progress even if this is all parroting I dont care.

 

Im super excited because I think max said her first word which is yay, even if she didn't I dont care I love the bugger! I was able to communicate to her using yes or no questions, she nods yes or shakes no! (and when shes confused I get both X_x ) x3 Turns out she really likes Michael schenker group (assault attack)!!

 

Feels like we progressed a lot and im gah its just its exciting.