Lordrd's Aperture journey

[Lordrd]

I am, in my first attempt to make a Tulpa, going to be focusing on the actual science part of it. I am noticing more and more that people who have completed their Tulpa or tulpae immediately seem to revert to "Oh no, they are friends we can't experiment on them or even ask them to try simple things!!1!1!1!!" and it sucks. I am all for Tulpa rights and all that, but I shall be making this Tulpa for two big reasons.

 

1. To test all aspects of Tulpa, within reason.

 

2. Because it sounds pretty freakin' awesome.

 

In Lily's personality, I shall be including many things such as curious, intelligent, hard working, and science loving in an attempt to learn about what a Tulpa is, and what they can and cannot do. I shall spend quite a while with the personality aspect as I do not want it to change much.

 

Some of the questions I shall be asking are things such as:

 

1. If you tell your tulpa to go on a walk through a part of the neighborhood that you have never been and then describe what the journey looked like, does it tell you accurate information, or do you have to see the area before they can describe it?

 

2. To what extent will the Tulpa feeling strong emotion affect you feeling emotion?

 

3. Exactly how much does the Tulpa remember of it's creation, and how much does it vary between different techniques and people?

 

I have more questions, but will not list them all here because I am lazy and sure that you do not care until I have the answer.

 

I am also interested in learning more about the "dark" side of Tulpas. the mental terrorists if you will. I shall go deeper in to that when I have more experience with Tulpae.

 

Anyway, I suppose that is all for now. TL;DR: I am making Tulpa for science. I will try to do a daily log but if nothing interesting happens, I shall keep it brief.

 

Day one: I created a "soul" for the Tulpa using Phi's guide. I did about an hour of Tulpaforcing the body and learnt that I suck at visualizing. who knew? I did quite a few focusing and Visualization techniques.

 

Day two: Still suck at visualizing. I figured I would start personality work instead, imagining the blue cloud and shiznit. I pooled all of the traits together in my mind, talked to my Tulpa about them, etc.

 

Day three: I did more Visualization and focusing stuff, more personality work, and nothing interesting happened. I have also considered using Fede's tones more often because I am lazy and want this sped up. I already have them on downloaded so I shall start using them tomorrow. Also my forum account finally activated so I could post this.

[Lordrd]

Day four: I have decided to just go all out and use not only Fede's tones, but his methods as well. I tried to impose and I also forced quite a bit, working mainly on Lily's personality. A few of the traits that I am working on are intelligence, wisdom, humor, confident, and kindness. Her form is of course a pony because screw originality, but may change. My plan is to simply impose her and get her sentient as quickly as possible whilst not skipping on personality at all. Yeah, that's it for now.

[Lordrd]

Day five: I suck at imposing as well apparently. I got about 4 hours of sleep last night, and I very much hope that it shall not affect my Imposition. I will post if it does affect it in any significant way such as making it hard or easier to impose with little sleep. That's it for today.

[Lordrd]

Days six and seven: I imposed more, still nothing happening really, and that's it.