Crazy fast forcing by Crazy

[CrazyMadFun]

1-12-13

I got shared the link to the creepypasta and became morbidly fascinated by the idea of tulpae. After a Google search, I come across tulpa.info, and read more on the topic of tulpas.

 

1-13-13

I suffer severe hallucinations without an understandable cause. This makes me decide to create a tulpa. After deciding on the form that I want her to take (a fire creature which shifts between a cat and a girl), I begin working on her personality. My best friend helps me round out her personality by asking questions about her. After this I spend between 30 minutes and 1 hour telling "her" (what was then just an orange glow) about her personality. I get a very strong presence pressing against the inside of my head.

 

1-14-13

Her personality starts leaking through into my actions, and I don't know what is happening, so I try to close her off. Later, I work on visualization, so that she is somewhere, not corrupting my emotions. Little progress is made.

 

1-15-13

I narrate to her all day. In the evening, she makes a crude joke about me, but I do not recognize it.

 

1-16-13

The mental energy which I have been pouring into forcing her has left me exhausted, so I take the day off from forcing.

 

1-17-13

Back at narration, and in the evening, I decide to sit down and force for a while. Approximately 10 minutes into the session I get a very clear vision of her, unlike anything I have seen before. She reaches up and tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear. I check with tulpa.info for advice, and decide to ask her to wake me up in the morning.

 

1-18-13

I woke up when I asked, but learn that it was not necessarily her doing it. During the day I get bored and start thinking about playing Fallout: New Vegas, and she asks what it is. We have a simple conversation about it, and I am now sure that she is sentient.

 

1-19-13

I learn that her name is (or at least is for the time being) Fey. We have several short conversations. I can visualize her pretty well by now, and have a little open-eye ability. Up to date now, will keep updated.