Autumn's Awesome Adventures!

[El.Sandwico]

Ok so at last that 3-day wait finally expired (thanks for that Pleeb) and now I can post at last.

 

So I've known about this place for about a year, been lurking on and off since then. At first I thought this sounded epic, so I tried to make a tulpa. Failed. Entirely.

 

So I forgot about this place for a few months. Then I found it again and decided that this time I would see it through. So I started work on Autumn. That was about a month ago. "So why have I put her age as 2 weeks then?" Well I had flu for a week and that fucked stuff up.

 

I didn't restart her fully, but I went over personality again just to be safe. Then I started the whole narration/visualisation/concentration stage. (Which I consider to be her new 'birthday')

 

About a week ago she started giving me strong emotional responses. Just after I put something that I call the humanity matrix in her. Basically to make this I took the five emotions that I consider the most important for us. (I chose Love, Compassion, Joy, Anger and Sorrow) and put these into her via an energy-orb.

 

After that she seemed a lot more sentient.

 

My main problem now is my terrible visualisation skill. I cannot visualise worth shit.

 

I can only seem to visualise clearly when in an incredibly deep state of concentration/meditation and even then it isn't great. This is probably linked to my lack of drawing/design skill.

 

I am confident that my visualisation ability will improve with time and practice, as this seems to be the case for others.

 

I think that's it. I am about to force again so I will update later.