A beautiful Melody

[TheyoungTulpamancer]

My name's Joao, i'm a 16 year old Brony who's recently discovered Tulpae i can imagine most of you are at this point already starting to roll your eyes or making assumptions that i'm making a "girly" pony tulpa which is the least manliest thing a guy can do, well the me making a pony assumption was correct *Reader insert annoyed scream here* as for it being the least manliest thing, everyone has a right too their own opinion, so, now i can finish this introduction by saying Hello everyone i hope you'll all enjoy reading about my progress with Melody who is currently my first Tulpa she's still in the making and only exists within my mind as i've not tried visualizing her yet, in truth she's still more of a voice than an image, but i guess that's cool because the few words she does say just mean that she's progressing at a good pace and i'm proud of her for that so let us begin.

 

 

It was a Monday when i first discovered the existence of Tulpae, everything was going as it normal did and my routine remained unchanged,

 

Have my parents wake me for school.

 

Fall back asleep for five more minutes.

 

Wake up again and walk to the shower.

 

Stand beneath the water like a clueless zombie.

 

Come back to my senses and take a quick one hour shower.

 

Dress and head downstairs to have breakfast.

 

Listen to a lecture about how one hour showers aren't quick nor short.

 

Go to school.

 

Pretend to listen to teachers and "learn" What i've already been taught five-hundred or so times before.

 

Walk home and talk on some online forums. Spend half a minute reflecting on how my life is nothing but a brainless routine and crying about it.

 

 

 

Remember that the [/b]ALMIGHTY internet was made to forget your life problems no matter what age you are.

 

Well when doing the later i found out from a friend who also happens to be some guy i don't even know from anywhere, made an announcement that he'd be making a tulpa to which a politely asked him "WTF is a tulpa!?"

He then made it clear that the internet was made to search things up and that i could just search it up and discover what tulpae where myself, (If you read this DR then thanks for making my life easier i always thought that google was just some fancy background for my internet, now i know how to find things)

 

Well after reading this Websites' info on what Tulpa where my first though was "OMG!, I totally need to make a sandwhich right now" And after that i decided to make a Tulpa which would also be a pegesus pony Named Lightning Spark, How wrong could i have been?

 

 

The creation of a great friend!

 

 

I started working on Sparks personality and appearance from Day one i sat down on the cold hard ground crossed my legs and closed my eyes trying to visualize the Tulpa i wanted, as i built his appearance i started telling him what he was and what he was like in terms of personality, that's when i noticed he started to loose his colt shape and turn into a traditional MLP FIM, mare...

 

I didn't like it so i went crazy looking for answers all over the internet to see if that would ruin any progress or if it was even normal, luckily it turns out it was normal and that a Tulpa may manifest into something it likes and that its host will also like, so that brought me comfort and willed me to keep on going.

 

That's when i had an idea i would use a Pony maker game (This is the hasbro one, not the deviant art one) i found on the internet and that i would shape my Tulpa there, but how would i do this simple i would go through all the options but i'd pick something which felt right rather than something i wanted so after a few minutes i went from this:

 

 

To this:

 

 

 

I called her melody and honestly i couldn't be happier as to how she turned out, she's being given a really creative personality and since i play guitar she might as well be a talented singer and musician.

 

This happened only yesterday the first few days were soley dedicated to personality and appearance.

 

I will update the progress report more tomorow.