~*~Arawn's Musings~*~

[Arawn]

Day Fifteen

 

11:43- 12:13

 

Visualization/narration

 

Total Time: 30 minutes

 

Overall Total Time: 7 hours 21 minutes

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May have had further progress. Visualization at first was a little hard so I rewrote my description of him. Then for about 15 minutes I just talked with him while picturing him. I may have gotten a response, but I don't know.

[Arawn]

Day Sixteen - June 7th

 

Total Time: About 20 minutes

 

Overall Total Time: 7 hours 41 minutes

 

Why is there no actual time given? Well...I didn't truly sit down to concentrate and work with Quill. I was going to do it before bed, but my friend pissed me off because of this article about this girl who masturbated with a crucifix on the grounds of a private Catholic school in order to "get back" at people who said mean things about her.

 

So...I can't really concentrate. ><; I'll try a little bit before falling asleep, though. I did do passive talking with Quill and occasionally tried to visualize him, particularly while watching a movie.

 

Day Seventeen - June 8th

 

11:40 to 12:00

 

Visualization/Narration

 

Total time: 20 minutes

 

Overall total time: 8 hours 1 minute

 

I can now feel a slight pressure whenever I talk with Quill and focus on him. I don't know if that means anything or not. Visualization is still a little difficult, but it's not something I'm entirely worried about as I don't need to see him to know he's there or for him to be his own being. It would still be nice, though, to be able to see him.

 

Day Eighteen - June 9th

 

12:00 - 12:20

 

Narration/visualization

 

Total Time: 20 minutes

 

Day Nineteen - June 10th

 

8:15-9:00

 

Narration/visualization

 

Total Time: 45 minutes

 

Overall Total Time: 9 hours 6 minutes

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I've been actively visualizing and narrating to him. I'll also be adding in some passive talking and visualizing in order to get more time in and it's easier. Such as reading a book to him and "visualizing" him reading it with me.

 

I should probably choose a book different than "The Exorcist" though.

[Arawn]

June 11: Day 20

 

Visualization/narration

 

Total time: 30 minutes

 

June 12: Day 21

 

Total time: 23 minutes

 

Overall total time: 9 hours 59 minutes

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The times don't include when I've just randomly talked to him or envisioned him sitting next to me and watching television or while I'm on the computer. I try to include active times visualizing him in my daily routine though I also do a lot of narration. Visualizing has gotten easier though his hair color is now black.