doki and king's very boring progress report

[doki]

Mm yes alright

 

Started working on my tulpa, King, about 2 days ago? I figure it's best to just start a progress thread from the start rather than start from half way through, so please expect a lot of bad things and big mistakes.

 

My wonderland is only one small room, since I feel that spending more time exploring in there would just distract from time I could be spending with King. The room has black walls, stacked bookshelves on either side and two big chairs that often get moved around. The chairs are bright blue with gold embellishment. The flooring is white tiles, since I find that once I can feel something in the wonderland, it's easier to see. Cold tiles are very easy to imagine the feel of, right? Also, the main feature of the room is a tall window, often fogged up because of rain and snow outside.

 

King has a tendency to sit on the window sill.

 

His image changed a little since those two days. At first he was just a crow so that I wouldn't have to spend too much time trying to think about his looks while focusing on personality, but he's since progressed to a full person. I do have a lot of difficulty envisioning his face but, I can do it if I concentrate hard enough.

 

Name: King

Eyes: Blue

Hair: Short, blond

Clothing: White coat, white skinnies, sneakers.

Personality: Kind, quiet, thoughtful, clever, studious, artistic.

Extra: I sometimes see a tattoo of blue rose on his hand.

 

To force his personality, we sit in the chairs in the wonder-room and I talk him through them, while he glows in different colors for different traits.

 

I've read a lot of guides, and been thinking about creating a tulpa for quite a while. But, at the same time, if you have any advice I'd love to hear it. My biggest concern is doubting myself so, if anything happens where It could be King, i'm going to assume it is. I know that if I doubt in him or myself even a little, then that's what's going to make me give up.

[NotQuiteSkeptical]

Hey, good to see a report that starts... Well, from the start!

 

I've been working at this for just over a week and can say that doubt is very, very bad. At the same time, I wouldn't advise taking everything that 'might' be him to be so: just relax, keep an open mind and let it happen.

 

For me at least, it was a case of me trying to assume things I heard were from crystal, and that things she did were her. Then, when I got an actual response it was...

 

You'll know it when it happens, it freaked me out a little - not in a bad way.

 

Good luck, I'd advise having a look for the kings prism technique - that's what I was doing (on about day 6) when I got the genuine response. Not had much joy since then, but it defiantly solidified my belief.