CrazyKirby97 October 27, 2013 October 27, 2013 BEFORE I BEGIN, I AM TRYING TO MAKE HER UNDERSTAND THAT SHE IS NOT THE REAL FEFERI. BUT OF COURSE, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING. So if you know me, you'll know I'm not good with books or guides. I prefer a physical being telling me how to do things, and answering questions and letting me know if I'm doing this right. I've been stalking Omegle for such tips, but my only true hope is the same self-teaching I used to become a YouTuber. (yes, if you wondered, it's me) I have done my research, but I'm starting to feel that a cartoon character was a huge bite to start with. The idea of a cartoony character in our real-world plain felt too fake, so I had only one form of encouragement. Cosplayers. Maryvictoar on DeviantArt, sorry that it's come to this. Now I'm still a bit lost on what I'm looking for, but I understand that everyone starts somewhere. As my final note for today, no. Feferi will NOT be a sex-slave. I admire Feferi, of all characters, for her personality. I mean, she has TWO moirrails! (people she keeps out of trouble) Eridan, a teenage nazi-esque supervillain, and gl'bgolyb, a large sea monster capable of wiping out the entire troll race in one screech! I think Feferi will serve as my real-life moirrail, not matesprit. Time for a fast update one hour later, haha. I'm going to seriously reinforce my meditation today. I just have a few questions that I'd LOVE answers to. - First off, I'm working on a makeshift sensory deprivation. My ears are blocked, and i was wondering if you guys could give me tips BESIDES a blindfold to kill my eyes for a bit? I'm certain that my weight and feeling can't be stopped unless I did a load of happy gas, and i'm no dentist/druggie. - Second, I've read that music can influence tulpa creation, and being the genius that Andrew Hussie is, Feferi's theme is exactly her with no words. (except the cute giggle, if that's a thing. I just looked it up, I dunno i that's the vid or my tulpa) Curious. Could you guys either direct me to better music, or extend this one? Thanks!
Raito October 27, 2013 October 27, 2013 It's great to hear you're making Feferi more as a moirail, good for you! :) As for killing your eyes without a blindfold, I would suggest putting something to cover your eyes, whether it be a blindfold, a pillow, or laying on a sleeping pet (like a big dog, not something like a hamster obviously xD ) Or just plain closing your eyes can help if it's not too bright where you are As for music, if you are able to force with music with lyrics, you could try Off-Broadway Feferi songs (which ever suit your headcanon/your tulpa's voice?)
CrazyKirby97 October 27, 2013 Author October 27, 2013 (day 4) Did a nice 30 minute session in my bathroom. Pitch-black, blindfolded myself (thanks for the ideas), and played more music. I can't hear Fef, but I keep seeing something forming in front of me for a quick second. I saw something weird, though, during meditation. I could make out some eyes, it was pretty exciting! I got to the stage of faces! But what's odd is that instead of a normal mouth, what I saw looked like a wide maw, like a wolf or something. It made me jump, I'll admit. Just curious, this isn't Fef, right? I'm just seeing things, right? I don't want her coming out weird, especially scary. Please tell me what this is? P.S. - I had my dog put down a few weeks back, in case that helps.
Raito October 31, 2013 October 31, 2013 To be painfully honest, that may be Feferi, or it may not be. Tulpae don't always have to take the form you give them. They can change at any time. She's probably trying out forms, if it was her at all Do you have an active imagination? It could have just been a random thing running through your mind. Or it may be her trying out some things.
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