Sandra and some guy

[Fredrikorex]

Hello Tulpa.info, you may not know me (or ever will) but I've been lurking the forums for about 2-3 months now and figured it was time for me to talk to you all about my progress with Sandra.

 

As I tend to be quite lazy with my writing so most of my updates will both be far apart and short, I can't say that it's always gonna be that way but be warned anyway.

 

I'm pretty sure Sandra wants me to write this more then I do and I've kept putting it off untill today because of something silly that happend today.

I've tried telling Sandra to "suprise me" a few times before but I've always doubted it because I'm too silly of a person and what she did wasn't enough to convince me, today I said the same thing and it worked.

 

What happend was I told her to suprise me and after I didn't get a response I added "that's never gonna work, is it?" she simply responded with a maybe and we kept walking. Later that evening I took the time to clean my room and after I was done Sandra just said "you're cleaning your room" with a smug attitude.

It took me a moment to realise that she had pretty much motivated me to clean my room, something I pretty much never do and that was the suprise.

 

Me? Cleaning? This is the biggest suprise I've ever recived!

And then I slammed my head in my desk because of how stupid this was. You don't need to believe that it was my tulpa that made me clean but I'm pretty sure it was.

 

I think I'll post more another time and explain in more detail on the progress that has been made but for now I'm just too tired. And yes, I know this whole thing sound really dumb.

[Fredrikorex]

This last weekend Sandra has been really nice to me, I've been better at understanding her and I'm no longer doubting as much if she's the one talking or not.

On friday I was going to the dentist, she helped me fall asleep the night before and helped me stay calm while 2 people were shoving stuff in my mouth. I'm thankful for her help.

 

We've been meaning to try posession a bit but I'm a bit confused on the details, we're gonna keep improving other things for the moment.