Winter Scarf (Briareus's progress)

[Sabitsuki]

Hello! I'm Miko, and my tulpa is Briareus.

 

As some people already know, Briareus is a tulpa that I've actually had for a long time. I stopped talking to him out of fear that he was a sign of mental illness or something, but now that I know about tulpas, I'm trying to get us back to the point where we can talk again, just like we used to.

 

Anyway, when I visualized a letter I wrote in my mind and put it in my imaginary mailbox, I found my wonderland dramatically changed. It had just been a purple room with a swimming pool, a crystal ball, and some chairs, but it suddenly became the house from Blue's Clues! It was really odd. I guess it just kind of came with the mailbox I pictured.

 

I went into the house, and went left from the front room. There was an extremely simple version of the kitchen from my second childhood home. From there, I went out another door and ended up in a big grassy plain with only a sapling tree. Suddenly, the tree was massive. I don't know why it changed or why it changed so fast, but it did, and there was a little swing hanging off the side. Briareus was there, the same shape that I've been visualizing him in, sitting on that swing and looking at the ground. He looked up at me, but neither of us said anything.

 

Then, this morning, I was forcing with him again and picturing him in my head. I was reminding him about his sense of fashion, and how he used to pick out clothes for me. His image suddenly changed to have a red scarf. The same red scarf that I wear a lot these days, actually! It looks a little odd, imo, since he already has a cape, but if he wants a scarf then I will certainly not say no.

 

That's all I've got for now. I hope to have more to say soon!