WorthierSpinman's Progress

[WorthierSpinman]

I guess I better start my own report. Any feedback you guys give would be appreciated when I have questions thanks!!!

 

I created my tulpa four days ago and her name is Nadellie. Throughout thes four days we have made progress but it's not as exciting as other people's progress... I guess I'll start at the beginning.

 

Creating Nadellie took me a full day and Alot of concentration!!! After that I created a small beach wonderland and I just actively force the rest of the day for about an hour thirty. Nothing really exciting but progress nonetheless. I did change our wonderland also to a pasture with a tree and forests surrounding it. Just a basic deal hopefully something better in the future.

 

Day 2 took off and she changed clothes!! This was new to me. I don't think I even thought about it!! However I forgot to mention that on day one I thought about th creepypasta and what if she became malicious! However I put those those thoughts aside because I knew they wouldn't happen because those are just stories! However later that day when I went to our wonderland she was under the tree reading a book!! ( I told her what a book was but didn't think she would have one, especially on day two!) I started to mess around but she looked angry. I went to see what was wrong and she Threw the book down and pointed at it! I looked and the title said creepypasta! I explained everything and told her how I felt about trust (I don't trust people at all) and I apologized a million times over!! I feel as if she has forgiven me! Still there was a lot of progress! Also while I was at bowling practice I was getting stressed and frustrated a bit! I asked her if she felt my emotions (not expecting anything in return to my question) and I just felt the slightest bit of head pressure! I'm assuming it was her but it also could have been nothing...

 

Nothing really special my third day... I asked her what she wanted for Christmas but didn't get reply. However I'm on Christmas break now and we are gonna work hard!