Tulpa Creation Journal

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Creation of tulpa began on March 20th. At least partial sentience has been achieved.

 

Tentatively naming the tulpa "Katharine".

 

Tulpa has already expressed itself several times with little to no conscious forethought on my part, for example responding to my asking "Do you think they talk about me behind my back?" with "You're being paranoid."

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Day 2 of journal. Sentience definitely achieved. Still focusing on narration, occasional responses. Tulpa seems to like sarcasm and ironic humor. Tulpa prefers that I refer to her as Katherine from here on out.

 

Earlier this morning, had a mental image of a jaguar or something. Might be Katherine attempting to change form? Not sure yet.

 

Will continue documenting any significant change/ update in personality.

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Day 3 of journal. Katherine expressed a bout of existential angst after I informed her that due to being a metaphysical concept she was incapable of getting dirty. I attempted to reassure her, upon her reaction to this (which went something like "I'm glad that my only purpose is to entertain 'Your Majesty'."), that her consciousness was no less real than mine. Development is progressing much more rapidly than I would have expected. I have yet to focus too heavily on visuals, but for now I am basing Katherine's appearance on that of a Braixen.

 

Yesterday morning, I forgot to mention this in the last post, but I woke from a vivid dream without being able to recall what the dream was. Upon asking Katherine if she remembered the dream, she helpfully recounted the events of the dream to me.

 

She seems to like Lettuce (the funk band, not the vegetation) and Godspeed You! Black Emperor.