Aqn's Progress Report

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Day 11 (I believe)

Sorry I haven't been active very much lately, finals week sucks and I choose to use all of my free time to force. I've made a couple of really great breakthroughs in the pay couple of days. First, the buzzing has gotten much stronger while forcing, and May seems to be able to control it a lot better. I've also noticed some head pressure while forcing, and she seems to be able to use this much more effectively than the buzzing. Finally, and most excitingly, she seems to be able to coney emotions and createvisualizations. In not quite sure how to explain it. After a few minutes of forcing,a general outline of a female body (in the shape of the first time I imagined her, before I even began forcing). It's just a black outline, but she can manipulate it. When she feels a certian emotion a form of light goes to a certain part of her body. For example, when she feels sad the light will go to the middle of her chest, but when she's happy the light goes up yo her head. When she expresses these emotions, I can also feel them. I believe that's all, but these developments have excited me greatly.

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Day 17

So, i screwed up and have been in the hospital for the past 6 days under heavy painkillers, so I havent been able to force. I started forcing again and I got an extremely strong feeling of anger at first, but now all I can get out of her is some weak buzzing and once in a while an answer to a question.

 

Tl;dr I screwed up, couldnt force for a week, and now May is pissed at me

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Day 17b

Last night, right after I posted my update, I believe May said her first word. I was forcing and in the back of my mind I heard an odd voice say "fuck". Its probably the biggest breakthrough I've had since week 1.