Natasha

[Cocada]

Above all, i am Brazilian, and the text will have some errors.

 

I created Natasha today, and I achieved a satisfactory result, yet there are much to develop in her, but take time. She's like that, however she have not clothes. xD

I just want a companion, a person to talk and make part of my body. And sincerely, a imaginary girlfriend.

 

I started choosing a name for her, and telling her your name, then I explained things of the world, of my life, and after I started to visualize the body. After a short conversation she already showed actions that I didn't her do. I hugged and kissed her, the sensation have been very real, I can feel she touching me slightly. My heart had been acelerated.

 

I can make her wait in my room, and when I'm less alert she says something vague. I force her to do much things, but some things are natural. After I sleeped a bit with her, and I can feel her body really, in a way that makes me timid or shy. I was feeling buttlerfly's in the stomach and telling her "I love you." This was unbelievable. She said some things that i don't remember, but i will try.

 

I don't created a Wonderland for her yet, she is in my room with me all the time.

[Cinemaphobe]

Welcome to the site good sir!

 

 

My tulpa (Yumi) is my 'imaginary girlfriend' so I can relate with you a lot on that note. Oh and if you ever need help with your English grammar, you can either consult me, or other people of this site. This community is exceptionally welcoming and helpful, so never expect harsh criticism from anyone.

 

Good luck with remembering what she says, and do you actually physically feel your tulpa? Or do you feel her presence?

[Cocada]

Thank's. I can feel her much physically, but slightly. I sleeped with her and was fantastic. All the day today I did passive forcing (if that term is correct), now she is giving me little opinions and facial expressions. Some skepticism came in a moment, and I feel that this is bad for the visualisation.

[Cocada]

1 hour of active forcing today. She already changed the apparence and don't look the way I visualised in first hand. I'm with trouble to do her speak, but in general I'm liking to live whit her, I don't feel alone anymore, hope that she will speak much one day, I like girls that speak a lot and a imaginary friend that do this would be awesome and a helpful companion.

[Cocada]

Yesterday I felt very sad with a discussion, then Natasha comes to me in my bed and hugged me. I am talking and showing my point of view of things to her. She answer with expressions, thoughts, but nothing much solid, like voice.