Saint, my tulpa

[Quantum Scrublobster]

I haven't had anything too interesting happen. Although I've started working on sensing me touch Saint. So far I feel heat radiating from him when I put my hand near him, but I think I should be able to feel each individual feather fairly soon. Saint doesn't like to be touched, So I don't really know why I work on this. He tolerates it, however.

 

I think feeling imposition will be the easiest and therefore the first thing I should really concentrate on. Next is smell, which is already fine, then visual (which will probably take a very long time, and finally taste and aural imposition, which will be the most difficult. I don't really know how Saint will react to me tasting him, though...

 

I've figured out a working method of feeling him easily: I simply rub a soft object like a blanket or carpet, and when I touch Saint, I remember how that felt and try to apply it to that situation. Remembering a similar situation will probably make all sorts of imposition much easier. Except visual, because I'm a horrid artist. I think drawing him will just make imposition harder, so when I get to visual imposition, I'll stick to my imagination.