Duo and company

[duoli]

Hello so I think I will jump right in and try to journal my experiences with tulpas and the like.

 

I'm the host, you can call me Sophia or duo. I'm mentally ill and I figure that's part of the reason I started forming these kind of personalities when I was young. At 8-9 I would visualize animal friends. Gradually I started picturing two different people in my head - a young girl and an ageless boy. The girl disappeared. At 13-14, I started calling the boy James because I liked the name.

 

Like I said in my introduction, there have been others (tulpas?) who went by different names and had different relationships with each other. Sheo was destructive and immature, but we put up with her for a while before she left. Version was the opposite, very chill and I wish she had stayed.

 

I'm hoping to bring one of them back, his name is Fiver and he shifts between the form of a boy and the form of a rabbit. He is softspoken and takes after a character from Watership Down c:

 

Anyway, to give some info on James:

He takes the form of a human boy, maybe 17-19 years old. Very long brown hair, brown eyes, dresses casually and often has an awful tired/bored expression. Likes music and wants to be a dj/producer. Also likes video games and browsing the internet.

 

We don't have a specific "wonderland" yet, I've always imagined him in a vague hazy blue space. I'm really good at drawing though, which helps when trying to visualize things. I'll take the next few days as an opportunity to make a headspace, and hopefully keep this thread updated~