The Numerous and Curious (Mis)Adventures of H1ena

[H1ena]

After two more sessions I am finding that my focus issue is still there, all be it better. My last two session were around 25 minutes long. I also seem to have difficulty determining if my tulpa has begun to move on its own or if I am puppeting activity. The good news out of all of this is that in only 4 days of forcing my visualization skills have grown to an incredible degree.

[H1ena]

I think one of my posts was deleted during the server transfer so I'll re-write it and then add to it my more recent experiences.

 

The lost post said that I tried the prism technique to see if the movements of my tulpa were actually her own and I found that they were. If anyone doesn't know what the prism thing I am talking about is there is an article on it in the guide section, it is a simple little trick to determine whether or not you are puppeting. Since she is now moving on her own I am hoping to start imposing her soon, so if anyone has tips to help with imposing it would be greatly appreciated.

 

I just had another forcing session and had an interesting experience and I was wondering if anyone else has had this happen. I was visualizing my tulpa and myself in the wonderland I've made and I was just talking to her about my day, like usual, when I started to feel physical sensations on my right arm, which she was touching at the time, leaning on me. It was a tingling, almost like my arm had fallen asleep, but it came and went very quickly. The whole session continued to cause these strange physical sensations on seemingly random parts of my body. I asked her to nod yes or no and I use the prism to verify the validity of my answers whether or not she was causing this tingling and she said yes. Has anyone else ever had this happen?

[H1ena]

I have good news and I have odd news, luckily I have no bad news. I'll start with the good news. I just had my very first full hour session where I at no point got distracted. My attention span and focus have increased greatly and so have my visualization skills. I've not only been able to start doing full hour long sessions but I have also been able to increase the size and complexity of my wonderland. It now has another room attached to the original are that has walls and furniture. The strange news is that upon starting my session I found that my tulpa had completely changed form. She was originally an anthro cat, but now she is a human. It took me a minute to get used to the change, and for a minute I tried to change her back but she wouldn't budge. She now seems to be ancient Egyptian. I don't know why, but she's chosen this new form and seems to be happy with it, and if she's happy then I'm happy so I'm going to let her keep it.

 

Today I also tried to start imposing to little effect. I tried just seeing her in my peripherals and even the I had no real success, so if anyone has any tips for me on how I can possibly have better luck with imposing it would be hugely appreciated. Thanks guys.