Lacquer January 5, 2016 January 5, 2016 You could do a ouija board thing where instead of googling different images, you have one image with several colors (or one of those web-compliant color arrays things with a bunch of colors), and you could do a "you're getting warmer" type thing by pointing to different colors.
ShishiM January 6, 2016 Author January 6, 2016 You could do a ouija board thing where instead of googling different images, you have one image with several colors (or one of those web-compliant color arrays things with a bunch of colors), and you could do a "you're getting warmer" type thing by pointing to different colors. Sounds interesting. Could you maybe explain this method here or through PM, or tell me where I can find an example of this?
Lacquer January 6, 2016 January 6, 2016 No need for a PM, especially if it could help others perusing through PRs. What I'm talking about is basically just having a bunch of colors in front of you on your computer screen, pointing at them, and seeing how it feels. A few links as potential leads: https://www.google.com/search?q=color+chart&tbm=isch http://www.w3schools.com/html/html_colornames.asp http://html-color-codes.com/ http://www.computerhope.com/htmcolor.htm http://www.immigration-usa.com/html_colors.html https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Web_colors#Color_table Not sure why I called it a "web-compliant color array" as "color chart" would be more accurate.
ShishiM January 7, 2016 Author January 7, 2016 Thank you for the links! I'll try this method too and report the results.
ShishiM January 13, 2016 Author January 13, 2016 January 12, 2016. I'm currently using Linkzelda's image streaming guide as a tool to interact with Jake. I feel it's helpful for me, even though it can be a bit hard to write for extended periods of time, or stop right when the 10 minutes are up. So I decided to try 10 minute-sessions with Jake, describe the surroundings of our world and describe what is happening to him. I can focus more on him now, and can talk to him, even though I can't hear him yet. He is also changing a bit from when I first imagined him (he was based on one particular character and really looked like him, clothes included, now he has new abilities and different clothes, and his appearance is sort of changing too, but not too much). I feel like he's in the right place, but I'm currently dealing with some mental health issues that might affect him. I'll talk to a doctor about it and see what I can do from feeling crappy most of the time. I hope Jake will understand.
ShishiM January 21, 2016 Author January 21, 2016 Wednesday, Jan. 20th, 2016 This week isn't over and it's already hectic. I wasn't feeling well due to some stress, and it got so bad I collapsed twice at school! So finally I started taking medication for my anxiety and sleep disturbances (which can also work for depression), and all of this has made me spend more time with my tulpa. Actually, Jake helped me understand my internal issues a bit better. There are things I didn't know were there, I worry too much, and I always think I'm not good enough for him. Recently I've done more passive forcing than ever, and all I can say is that it's great to have him here. I can't hear him yet, but I can almost catch something. I've also felt some more head pressures, and I feel he's with me at times during the day. Today I had the realization of what it feels like to have a headmate. I think Jake is finally getting closer and closer to becoming sentient, but I know I might have to go back and active force, and maybe go over his form and personality again (I think he's slowly but surely creating his own, so I'll have to wait and see). For now I'll just narrate and mostly passive force as I'm still weak and full of headaches. I did try a 10 minute session today though, just to practive my visualization skills. All I've got to say is Happy second month, Jake!
ShishiM February 15, 2016 Author February 15, 2016 February 14th, 2016 For anyone who's into spirituality or is a psychic, I need some help. So I'm taking medication for my depression and anxiety, and have been talking to Jake pretty frequently. I even started active forcing just to try and get to the habit. Today I went to a Reiki master who cleansed and balanced my chakras, and helped me understand what was stopping me from being happy. Turns out it was something from my childhood, that I kept taking in people's suffering and made it mine (sounds pretty accurate). Anyway, I told her about Jake, I asked her what my guides thought about him, and she told me that they don't approve of him. I, of course, was very shocked, but at the same time I could have expected an answer like that. Now, I did tell the Reiki master before the session, before channeling my guides and everything else, in fact, I dare say she seemed interested in the Tulpa phenomenon. The thing I want to say is, I don't want to get rid of Jake any time soon. I know I'll be going against my guides' wishes, but it would be against me to simply get rid of a three-month old thought form. I don't mean to disrespect them, on the contrary, I want to thank them for helping me, but I don't see why I can't keep my tulpa with me in this lifetime. Do they think he'll hurt me? I don't know if this site has anyone capable of talking to spiritual guides, heck even someone who believes in that stuff, I just would like some clarification as to why spiritual guides would be against tulpa creation. I might post this entry in the metaphysics sub-forum. I'm still going to keep Jake, but my guides are free not to consider him, or maybe accept him. I don't want to destroy him.
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