Tulsi Forcing

[Moose]

A proper progress report thread, because people were bitching about me opening up a whopping one topic every week or two about Tulsi. Probably quite late, considering I've spend eighty six hours in forcing, and have been at it since late March, but whatever.

 

Anyway, last night, before forcing, I took the first step into imposition: imagining her walking along behind me while I went on a short walk. Then I get in, force, and do nothing more with imposition... but while I was playing a game last night, I kept thinking I saw motion behind me. There was nothing moving. I kept looking behind me to see if it was like my cat or something. But then I thought "Hey... I just started imposing with Tulsi behind me... what if I keep seeing little flashes of her?" It could just be me being silly, honestly, but I really can't think of anything behind me that was moving... If it was Tulsi, that bodes well for her future imposition. Which would be fantastic, and help make up for the fact that my visuals in my wonderland are pretty weak.

I'm on the fence on this one, not really sure. It's obvious which part I hope to be the truth, though o_q

[Moose]

Tulsi told me she needed to get deeper into my mind. So, perfectly OK with my mind playing with itself, I put a passageway to the subconscious in my wonderland. And I'm going with "Yes, it worked" because when I was staring into it to make sure it was set up, I got the most alien feeling I've ever had. Like I shouldn't be there. It was... really creepy.

Maybe Tulsi'll be able to work with what I've given her, and promote better hearing and visualization of her on my part. Or at the very least me thinking that Tulsi is going to work with what I've given her will promote these delusions in my head. ( '-')