Klay

[Word]

Hello people and nonpeople!

I have thought about tulpamancy for a few months now and worked in a kind of characterisation now finally have started forcing as I wasn't sure if I even wanted to before and also finally have the time for a project like this. Which is why I created this profile. If you find any obvious grammar messups, keep them. This isn't my native language.

 

My progress so far:

-3 months or so ago-

Finished designing a wonderland (which I started when I didn't even know this was a thing) and am now able to imagine stuff in there with a little bit of concentration. I also started meditating regularly

-2 months ago-

Stopped meditating because it didn't really work out in my current living situation because I started to get gradually worsening headaches. Has anyone experienced something like that in the context of meditation?

I also started on the characterisation of who I am going to call Klay. I had debated doing this for at least two months but didn't have time, patience or discipline for anything "bigger" than meditation.

-Today (or this week)-

Here I am. The blueprints or seed or idea or whatever of Klay has a form now which I am able to visualize. I have also started meditating again. This is where this progress report starts. Thanks for reading.

 

Questions

What about these headaches? I am pretty sure they didn't occur because of dehydration or something as I basically never get headaches apart from getting hit in the head and because they literally started when I sat down and close my eyes. However, they didn't come back yet.

 

Languages? Does anyone know if forcing in different languages does make any difference? I would like to try but maybe someone knows something about that.

[NoneFromHell]

What about these headaches? I am pretty sure they didn't occur because of dehydration or something as I basically never get headaches apart from getting hit in the head and because they literally started when I sat down and close my eyes. However, they didn't come back yet.

 

Mostlikely a simple sign of stress and exhaustion. It is a common symptom of tulpamancy, since you end up giving your brain more things to process and less time to really relax. Depending on what you did, and for how long, this might be a similiar case.

 

Languages? Does anyone know if forcing in different languages does make any difference? I would like to try but maybe someone knows something about that.

 

This kind of varies from person to person. Generally it doesn't really matters that much. It is likely that your tulpa understands every language you know, but there are some cases where it differs.

 

Welp, good luck with your progress!

[Word]

So I forced nearly daily for the last few weeks, but not much happened except for the headache to go away. Now, a few days ago I got the idea of expanding my dream world a little to include a room for my tulpa; it was basically empty, with a wooden floor and walls, but last night, it seemed more alive than before. (I sometimes see my dream world in dreams or just before I fall asleep).

The room was brighter and even though I still have problems visualizing Klay, something was in the room that I definitely didn't put there: A single wooden shoe, laying on the floor in the middle of the room.

I'm looking forward to more weird stuff.