maira has a tulpa too

[maira]

Okay, so after lurking around more than it's acceptable I decided to join, then ended up being a lazy fuck and not posting but here we go. A bit about us - I'm a student with way too much free time on her hands and my tulpa is a human guy called Eric. I'm not really sure which day it is, 14th I think, and we're currently 16 hours in. Just had a monster session of personality round-up and I'd say we're done with this part, I'll start visualization/touch/smell/whatever tomorrow. His appearance is based on one of my characters I've had for years so I was able to see him pretty clearly since the first day but I guess it won't hurt to work on details a bit.

I'm not getting any consistent responses yet but I think he might be trying to communicate by head pressures a bit, especially when I'm doing something he could be interested in (I included some likes/dislikes in personality) but it's really sporadic so I don't know. On the other hand I asked him to do some simple stuff like the headache blocking thing and waking me up at unholy hours at night and he nailed it, I've seen him move a few times and he started changing his clothes couple of days ago so it seems like he's developing fine. I totally fail at narration though so that might be slowing down communication but I'm working on it, and that's it for now I guess

[Kusihuora]

Try this one thing; Ask him a question and tell him that pressure on the right side of your head means yes and left side means no.

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Also welcome to the site and good luck with Eric.

[maira]

Looks like we have some progress going on after I used Dialogues hypnosis recording for the second time today. After listening to it the first time our whole wonderland switched to the place described in it with some small differences but other than that nothing much happened. During today's session I could see all the small details clearly, like his exact eye colour, skin tone, hair texture, etc, and he isn't speaking yet obviously but it felt like he was actually paying attention while I talked to him. Until now he would usually end up just sitting there being pretty, this time he really looked involved in what was going on and that was so cool and I'm definitely doing this hypnosis thing again.

Then after finishing the session I dropped in to see how he's doing and after chatting a bit I decided to try this one thing out, because why the hell not. So I made a fly in front on me, concentrated on moving its wings and the buzzing and told Eric to do something random. I was expecting him to change positions or stand up maybe, or even walk around if I'm lucky but no, he just squashed the damn fly. That amused me a lot for some reason and I told him he was fucking awesome, then suddenly I got this huge wave of happiness and satisfaction out of nowhere. I'm probably one of the most emotionally flat people ever so that was unexpected and just wow. I'm pretty sure I can't parrot feelings so I'm giving him credit for this. He still doesn't move much but he looks more lively now and I think we're on the right track. We also had the first little wonderland adventure today but I still don't know what it was about so I'll probably post about it once I figure out wtf was going on.

Try this one thing; Ask him a question and tell him that pressure on the right side of your head means yes and left side means no.

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Also welcome to the site and good luck with Eric.

I tried it before, also yes/no questions but didn't get any results so far, maybe I'll try again soon, and thanks