Winfrey & Terra

[TerraNimbus]

Okay, so in the past few days, a good amount of narration. I do need work on focusing on Winfrey when talking. I start talking to her, then forget to focus, and end up talking to myself, and then having to refocus.

 

Last night I sat down in my big cozy chair. I call it my thrown and I love it. Anyways when I sat on my thrown, i started focusing on her. I went over her traits and went more in depth than the previous sessions. After words I went over the wonder land a bit while narrating.

 

The wonderland is .... Imaginge a room, in the shape of a sphere. The bottom is cut off my ground. The walls are made of a black ink water substance. Over the ground in the middle of the sphere was Winfrey, as a blue sphere. She floated there, and when I go over personality traits, I'd drop them on her in the form of potions. (Oh yea, there was like a cat walk or something that went up to her. This was the main area, we never went to the ground. I sat on the catwalk to talk, or stood up to drop the potions on her ect..)

 

Okay so after putting all that together, I sat at the end of the cat walk to talk to her. She respond with pre-speech thought. We got in the subject of her form. She said I took to long on picking a form, so next thing I know, the blue sphere that was her, transformed into a tall huminoid figure. It took the shape of yoko litner from gurran lagan to my surprise. I havnt watched it in forever so she surprised me with the form. I thought she was going to be something like minda's imp form from Zelda twilight princess. (I've never played it but that's what I was thinking she'd be) but regardless she has a form now. The only difference is that she has red and white striped thigh highs instead of the the tan ones yoko has.

 

Any ways after all of that. I asked her what it was like to have a form. I got that pre-sentence feeling and it took me a sec to decipher it. It was one word. Indifference. I thought about it and it made sense. Because humans ability relies on its form, tulpa (un physical) don't.

 

So that sums up the past few days. I plan on making my thrown a designated active forcing spot. And thanks zaya, I'll look try to find guides on it and stuff, I think I just need more time forcing.

[TerraNimbus]

Progress: plenty of narration, but lack of focus because of finals. I'll be back on track after finals are over with. I can now proxy for Winfrey. When I go into a meditative state, I can defiantly define her from myself, however, I want it to be like that naturally and without prep. And being able to audibly hear her would be amazing, but I'll get there eventually.