Winfrey & Terra

[TerraNimbus]

Hello! My name is Terra!

 

I'll tell you a bit about my case. I have been lurking for over a year, and just reading people's PR's and guides. I have half-assingly tried to make a tulpa. But now me thinks its time I buckle down, put on my big girl panties, and really try. So I figured ill make a progress report while I'm at it!

 

Okay, as for my tulpa

 

her name is Winfrey. She's little.. sheeeeees... A imp? The I'm still working on that.. actually, I'm working on everything. Shees... I'll list traits later, and even try to draw a picture of her, cus why not. Everything is unorderly right now, so I'll get back to this once I have things more well thought out.

[Vos]

I see that we're back on the formatting train. What are your reasons for creating a tulpa? Do you have any tulpa-related goals?

[TerraNimbus]

reasons!

 

sorry I didn't cover this in the first post. So, ever since I was small, I always felt.. like I didn't fit in. And not that I cared to or still care to, but not having someone that can relate to me in the way (from all that I've read) a tulpa can. Along with someone to relate to, I have interest in inhuman beings, and having one that only I could see, hear, ect... Also, having a roommate would be awesome. Ablife long roommate that goes wherever I do. Many reasons, some might not seem like much of a reason, and other will. As for my goals, I want to fully impose her. And see how far I can push that.

I trail off here

But that seems like a ways off, I don't even get responces from her.. she's more of a thought right now, but hey, we gatta start some where!

[TerraNimbus]

progress!

 

Okay, I've been thinking of traits, and I now have a list of 40 traits.And I've been playing around with the idea of picking g out main traits, like 15 to 20 of them. As for a visual representation, I'm still at a loss. I see her being a short imp gal, but it's still all blur to me. So Winfrey will be a floating sphere, like those robot things off of mass effect 3.

 

Still tulpa related, but on a different note, I used Google sheets to make a table that'll add up what I spend time forcing on each day. It'll add it all up, and then put into a pie chart. I will make another sheet that'll count weeks, and I'll count a year with weeks. I want to do this because I would like to know witch category (if any) has the most time spent on it, or if it's well rounded. Like will I put as much time Into possession training as I will visualising? And the same with other things. This is where science and math will come in.

The game plan

 

for now I will be getting everything together, traits, and I'll think on a form, and a over all personality. (I wonder if/how she will deviate) but the plan it, I'll Starr active forcing on Monday so the mentioned spreadsheets ubove will be accurate.

 

Anyways, that's all from me for now, I'll fill ya'll in later when need be.

[TerraNimbus]

Yesterday!

 

Okay, so all I could muster up is a measly 15 minutes of active forcing. I went over 15 main traits. They are:

Whimsical

Creative

Helpful

Witty

Kind

Funny

Sarcastic

Energetic

Rebellious

Adventurous

 

My hopes for her personality type is that she will make a boring routine mundane life into a more exciting one. Hopefully she'll get me out more often too. I plan on putting more time in today on the main traits.

[Zaya]

Welcome! It's impressive to see that you've been interested in the topic for over a year, what made you finally join? Just sheer devotion to "buckling down" as you said?

 

It's also good to hear of a tulpa similar to Zaya, at least in a vague sense. Zaya has "demonic" attributes. Horns and classic spade tail, but black. Strangely enough, he added them himself and refuses to get rid of them.

 

Good luck on Personality forcing! If you have any questions you want answered, I can help to the best of my ability as I skulk around the progress reports often, but the PR "suggestions" suggest that all questions be in bold to really emphasize their importance.

[TerraNimbus]

Yesterday!

 

A lot more happened than I was expecting so a got in the end, a bit of narration done. I'm thinking of picking out a book to read to her. But that'll be hard for me to do, seeing as how I don't like reading. I'd rather he off in my own head, witch leads to me day dreaming after a page or two.

 

If any one is interested, I wanna share how I do my personality work. Has any one watched panyo? Remember in the begining where her dad is dropping the stuff in the water? All magical and stuff? That's what I do with Winfrey. Each trait is a different potion, and I talk about what I dropped on her after I do it. It uses symbolism (no duh right?) But she shines and stuff after each one.

 

As for Winfrey herself, she's still a orb. I have a few plans for form, but I can't decide. I'd like her to just tell me, or show me a picture. I still don't think I'm getting any responses of any kind. Makes sence to seeing as how I just began. Okay that sums up yesterday day.

 

Ps. Zaya, thanks ^^ he sounds cool ima check if you have a pr, I don't think I saw one from you =3=.

[TerraNimbus]

The past few days!

 

So nothing much, I have gone over personality a bit. And I have been doing narration. But I find it really hard on focusing on her and keeping up something to talk about. My focus goes from her to talking and not her, or from talking to just her. I can't find a in between. So that's my delema as of now. But it is one I will conquer nonetheless! For Winfrey!

 

Also on a side note when I narrate, I get this giddy feeling. Like a happy excited one? Is it Winfrey being excited? I feel like it is, or its just me feeling like that lol, I thought it could be worth mentioning.

[TerraNimbus]

Just narration happening, the weekend kept me more busy than I thought it would so no active forcing, but I am doing a good amount of passive. I feel that I might actually be getting responces. The best I can explain is that feeling of knowing what you want to say before you say it. But in this case I know what she wants to say before she says it. Wich is weird because I don't think she's talking yet.

[Zaya]

But in this case I know what she wants to say before she says it. Wich is weird because I don't think she's talking yet.

 

Many Tulpas communicate in the form of thoughts before they use words. Meaning you Will tend to simply understand them, not hear them.

Zaya did this with me, and continues to do so quite frequently. At times, I'll simply understand what he's saying, and his voice comes through my mind like an echo of an understanding that has already been established.

This form of "telepathy" is common, and it seems to confuse many young tulpamancers, but don't worry, it seems like Winfrey is trying to establish communication.

What imprtant now is to reach out to her. Push through that barrier and really begin speaking with Winfrey, the sooner you do so, the better you will both feel.

There are quite a few guides that will aid you more with "Separation"(splitting your mind from Winfrey's to help establish her thoughts), Vocalization and Parallel processing (both of you thinking at once).

 

I'd suggest throwing yourself into those subjects for a while, I did the minute I felt what you're feeling, and almost a month later, Zaya was fully here with me.