Boxxy's Journal - My First Tulpa

[Boxxy]

Day four: (11/06/2016)

Today has not been very eventful for me, due to me being busy through out the day with my social life, but I still set aside time for Tulpa forcing.

This is mainly going to be a quick check in because nothing new seems to have a happened. So I don't think it'd be worth writing a whole repeat of a post, anyhow I will continue to try to advance my Tulpa but not in to much of a pushy way and let her decide when it's time to move on.

[Boxxy]

Day five: (12/06/2016)

Just a little note here first, I've been writing down what happens each day and from now on if nothing eventful happens I might (MIGHT) just not bother to log it down and skip that day as in it might jump from day five to day seven and what ever.

 

Anyway onto the actual day log thingy, right now I'm trying to sort out Ruru's movements and to help me with that I thought about maybe trying something to sort out hand movements. That for me being thinking of a ball, giving actual weight to it and then having my Tulpa throw it up and catch it, thinking of the exact details as they throw the ball up; mainly being muscle movement and then when the ball hits the point of impact on her hand it would push down on her hand. (I'm trying to describe it as best as I can basicly) So far this hasn't made too much of a impact but it has made it easier to picture her moving her hands around in a proper motion.

[Boxxy]

Day six: (13/06/2016)

(Nothing new to note down here.)

[Boxxy]

Day nine: (16/06/2016)

(Like said I skipped through days due to nothing really happening at all worth noting down.)

 

Well here's going to be another short update, I can now Visualize my Tulpa Ruru in near enough all angles very clearly. Without having to concentrate as much as I used to, to be able to see her in my Wonderland place. I feel over this time I have gotten used to and better that visualizing surroundings and such.