For the cause

[LeonBrony]

Silly title aside First and foremost hello all Name LeonBrony or just Leo which is much smaller and stuff.

So to begin I found about all this about 3 days ago and since I happen to talk to myself anyway from time to time(once accidentlally out loud in school which gave me a few weird looks) I though hey it seem like a nice thing to do.

 

I did my first try yesterday doing some personallity though I am not sure how long I did. It was around 1 hour and half maybe more maybe less

 

I haven't really decided on a name yet but the one I think of the most is Leona cause I am original like that XD But I may just end up asking her what she want when the time arises.

 

Anyway what I did was imagine a door that I opened and ended in a white room there she was there standing in the middle her head low like she is sleeping(I have a general form in my mind so that helps concetrate for me at least). I went close and just starting talking about the traits in well I would like to say detail but I am not sure at exaplaing stuff there was much back trcaking cause I was contradicting what I was saying and stuff. Th was I speak was kinda funny really :P This took as I said above around an and hour and a half I covered as best as I could 4 traits longest being 30 and shortest being 10 minutes.

 

I also started narraing right after that first tulpaforcing cause att least to me it feels more natural for some odd reason.

 

But anyway that is what I have done until now I will do some more today.

Oh her form for now at least is a naga well kind of at least she has the lower body of the snake but the upper just changes sometimes it more akin to human and the other more toward a pony. So I will just call it an anthro pony nage for now XD She is light blue silver/blues long hair and azure blue tail but alas all of this are prone to change from what I gathered it just helps me focus.

 

P.S

I have a problem though when I visualise I can keep very concetrated random images just pop up in the darkness of the closed eyes. I just shrug it off and bring the room back but it happens quite constantly is thee anything I can do about that or it just sort of stops the better you become at that.

 

P.S 2

Nevermore I saw you are here too :P Yes I got the idea from chignes and it just couldn't get out of my mind I actually tried but it just went back to that

[LeonBrony]

So I just finished a small 45 minutes session it went right about the same way with a small difference. In the start when I mentally entered the room she was in the same spot sleeping but instead of just standing there like the other times I did visit(I close my eyes and pop in ther from time to time and randomly talk about stufff) her hands were chained up I cut the chaains by kind of swinging at the and she fell to the ground(I figured the chains were holding her up) So i just visualised a bed and put her there. I sat on a chair and just did the stuff I did yesterday. It was quite weird to be honest :/ Maybe it had to do with me not wanting to parrot at all and my brain did this to explain how she was stood in the middle of the room or whatever

 

I did 30 more minutes nothing much just writting down the time

[LeonBrony]

So I just finished a 40 minutes session and I covered 4 traits. I feel like I am spending to low time in each yet I stop when I reach a point that I have nothing else to say I am bad at explaining things in details :/ Though though the whole day I narrate to her a lot so I hope this covers up for it.

[LeonBrony]

So I was doing a session and at around 25 minutes of explainig traits she raised from her bed and took the pendant I left for her in a nightstand wore it then went back to sleep(though she didn't open eyes) Now I though I did it myself first thing so I kind of deleted the event by rewinding of some sorts but she did it again. I rewinded again and concetrated on this not happening but it happened again anyway I am not Sure if I am just tricking myself cause I hoped too much for a reaction but I am so damn excited right now :D

[Sorryman54]

Hey, welcome to the forums! I have a couple questions.

 

1) What relationship are you looking for in your tulpa? (Waifu, friends, co-worker,son/daughter.)

 

2) How do you feel about spending the rest of your life with your tulpa?

 

3) How do you think your tulpa will feel about you having a real family? (Discredit this if you aren't contributing to the gene pool.)

 

Thanks! PM me for any questions!

 

P.S. Sick Trixie avatar you got there :)

[LeonBrony]

Hey, welcome to the forums! I have a couple questions.

 

1) What relationship are you looking for in your tulpa? (Waifu, friends, co-worker,son/daughter.)

 

2) How do you feel about spending the rest of your life with your tulpa?

 

3) How do you think your tulpa will feel about you having a real family? (Discredit this if you aren't contributing to the gene pool.)

 

Thanks! PM me for any questions!

 

P.S. Sick Trixie avatar you got there :)

1) Friends

2) I had my doubts in the beginning(before I started,1st day) but then I started liking the idea Now I am perfectly fine with it

3) I do not know I want to believe she wont mind. But You can never be certain

 

Thank I made the avatar myself :D

[Sorryman54]

1) Friends

2) I had my doubts in the beginning(before I started,1st day) but then I started liking the idea Now I am perfectly fine with it

3) I do not know I want to believe she wont mind. But You can never be certain

 

Thank I made the avatar myself :D

Thanks for the hasty reply! You can ask me anything if you have questions.

 

Cheers, fellow brony!

[LeonBrony]

Thanks for the hasty reply! You can ask me anything if you have questions.

 

Cheers, fellow brony!

meh no problem and thanks for the welcome

 

Cheers :)

*raises glass*

[LeonBrony]

Did another 25 session yestrerday and this time I covered one trait and then went out for a walk(kind of she just sleeps so I carried her) in the the wonderland that I quite of don't have yet so I just made a generic beach and went to lie in the sand hearing the waves and that stuff while Iwas talking stuff to her. She bit my ear while I was caring her (not that I felt anything but you know) I didn't expect it so I will go ahead it was her or whatever if I am wrong still whatever better have fake hopes than no hopes at XD

 

Just finished a 30 minutes session

[LeonBrony]

So when I was out today I started talking narrating to her and suddenly I felt a strong pressure in my chest(Still feels it) that also kind of makes me feel that it's harder to take small breaths so I have to take deep ones. Is that possible to happen ? I s it probably from another cause or a coincidence ? Like seriously it was really out of the blue One thing I was talking and the next I need to take deep breaths cause of chest pressure :/