lextheowlf May 10, 2017 Author May 10, 2017 There isn't a whole lot of progress happening, so I guess I'll mention stuffs Cam seems to like meditating. Almost every time I find him, he's meditating. He's also there when I fantasize about random things. Dude... it's weird. Example: I'll be thinking of someone (in the physical world), visualizing them in my mind, and then Cam appears takes the place of that person. A bit hard for me to describe. Cam has also been there when I needed to get things off my chest recently. He let me be alone for a couple minutes as I stared at a cliff overlooking the city. The next day, I appeared there with Cam and he said "You went here last night" and then we talked a little more. He told me "Hey, you're gonna be okay" and was there for me. Since beginning this endeavor, I've noticed I'm becoming a lot less cynical, and have had a reduction of bad/negative/pessimistic/ranty thoughts. Thank you Cam! Signing off and signing out.
tulpa001 May 10, 2017 May 10, 2017 Hmm, that's something that doesn't happen too often in our visuals, but I'd be surprised if it was uncommon for everyone. The question becomes, is cam doing it intentionally, unintentionally or subconsciously, or are you doing it subconsciously? Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide.
lextheowlf May 12, 2017 Author May 12, 2017 Probably subconsciously doing it... not sure. Any how, it stopped.
lextheowlf June 5, 2017 Author June 5, 2017 Still alive. Been one heck of a busy week. This morning Cam: I want to wear a graduation hat Lex: we aren't graduating for two years Cam: I know. But I want to wear a graduation hat
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