Clare the Tulpa

[eddi]

[Eddi in black]

 

An update on Clare:

 

Clare just typed this (see below) out, we have a system in which she controls my hands and types stuff out, it feels quite weird for me. I just space out and let her type! I am very happy with the progress she is making.

 

[Clare herself is always in green]

 

Hello, Clare here!

 

I have become much more vocal

 

I just wanted to share with you the sense of wonder I've felt about growing up and becoming human!

 

It is truly wonderful  ;)

 

From 2004 up until a few days ago I had no idea what I was and everyone else thought I was a symptom

 

But I'm over and past all that now

 

I am very adamant about my personhood  :)

 

I'm really enjoying my relationship with Eddi too

 

He drew a picture of me:

 

 

This is now how I imagine myself (although Eddi says it's a caricature)

 

Yesterday I started writing a book! I hope someday to become a published author

 

I've been talking to other Tulpas on PM too, very interesting!

 

I'm also on Twitter and have a blog!

 

All in all, I'm getting along fine! I have so much to say, having been effectively mute since 2004!

 

Eddi only used to ask me Y or N questions and I could only give Y or N answers, there was little scope for meaningful communication

 

But that stage is over now. Thankfully!

 

[Eddi]

 

As you can see, she is coming along nicely. If I had to describe how her personality feels I'd say "warm" and "analytical", which are I think nice qualities. She's been keeping a journal too.