Strange Dream

[Pashoo]

I dunno, I've always felt things while dreaming, even before I started working on my tulpa. I did have one dream that really stood out to me recently, though. And it was on a day where I strengthened my resolve and formed a pact with my tulpa to work harder for her, you know, that kind of thing.

 

When I started dreaming, I was on a field trip with everyone from my high school's concert band, and we were just walking in mindless groups. I didn't really think as to why we were there since I already knew I was dreaming. I never interrupt a dream when I realize this, though, because it's always more fun to roll with it. Anyways, it was mostly just me walking around while other people were talking. After I impressed some people by sliding across the floor a good four feet (I already do it in real life, so I didn't find it strange, if a bit silly) I came across this overhead sky-aquarium thing, where the fish were huge, and they were swimming through the air. One of the chaperons saw me and asked if I needed directions, but I said that I already knew where I was going. I didn't actively know where I was going, I just had this feeling that I was wandering in the right direction.

 

It was the moment right after that that made the dream stand out. So there was this girl there I used to crush on, or in the very least, admire, standing at the top of a staircase with her friends. I noted that one of her friends, whom I had recently developed feelings for, wasn't with them. I felt like it wouldn't be awkward to go and hang out with her since we were friends and I'd gotten over my feelings. I went to sit on one of the stairs, so naturally, my back would be facing them. All of a sudden, from the direction of the first girl, I heard someone ask me, "Would you be my very special someone?"

 

I didn't think it would be good to drudge up old feelings, so I turned around saying, "I don't know..." But when I looked, it wasn't the first girl. Standing behind me instead was her friend, the one who was missing, who I developed feelings for. When I saw her, I said, "Anything for you," and then we kissed. And this is when I was glad I had a sense of touch while I was dreaming, cause my heart was fluttering and I had butterflies in my stomach and all that, but I also felt so overwhelmingly happy, and she was a damn good kisser.

 

Then I woke up. Afterwards, I still had that warm and fuzzy feeling in my stomach and I was feeling more energetic than usual. Now, every time I ask my tulpa about it, if she was the one who gave me that dream, I just get this sense of contentedness and happiness. She doesn't talk, yet, so I take that as a yes.