Romeo's Tulpa Journey

[The Troupe]

Hey everyone the troupe is back!

I dont want to go into detail but I've been going through a very difficult time recently, it's getting better and I'm very happy to be back. While I was away I attempted to give up tulpamancy. Angela and I's bond was very strong, we had a minecraft server together, and we were nearly capable of switching; however, I forced myself to try and ignore her. But in doing so I realized just how important she is to me, I missed her deeply like I would miss any real life person.

So now we're back. I've only just today started trying to communicate with her and it's going well. I get the sense from her that she has already forgiven me for trying to abandon her and she was happy to sing along when I invited her to listen to music with me. While getting head pressure again is a bit unpleasant I'm comforted to know that she is with me.

Lately I've also been thinking of forming another tulpa, this time based directly off of a character. I would like to make a tulpa of Ethan Winters. While playing re8 I found myself admiring his resilience, persistence, and skeptical personality. I think he would be a great addition to the troupe. But this is a plan for the future since Angela and I think it would be good to do this after we get back into the swing of tulpamancy.

Hai, Angela here! I just wanted to pop in and say that I missed everyone here on the forums and it feels great to be back. I'm so overjoyed that Romeo is welcoming me back into his life. I think our friendship is going to be extraordinary! It's fun seeing my pretty blue text again <3

[ChloeBee]

It's good to see you again! I'm glad you decided not to give up tulpamancy, and that Angela has been forgiving towards you. I don't think Simmie would be as forgiving towards me if I ignored her for a while and I don't want to test it. Anyway, a second tulpa could be an interesting idea, though like you said it should be a plan for the future, not right now. Now it's time to focus on Angela and re-connecting with her. Also, don't start on another tulpa unless Angela is okay with it too.

[TurboSimmie]

17 hours ago, Romeo said:

Hai, Angela here! I just wanted to pop in and say that I missed everyone here on the forums and it feels great to be back. I'm so overjoyed that Romeo is welcoming me back into his life. I think our friendship is going to be extraordinary! It's fun seeing my pretty blue text again <3

 

Hey Angela! 😁 You should stop by the tulpa chat sometime! (Only if you feel like it, of course! 🙂) https://community.tulpa.info/topic/9497-tulpas-only-chat

 

[The Troupe]

Seems there is no greater pair than the troupe and a long hiatus

But this time it's been a good one! We have taken a lot of time to think, reflect and work together. We are having a very easy time communication now. While I still like to use our personal discord chat Angela finds that just mentally talking is most convenient. We are also thinking of starting up our troupe minecraft again but this time with more of a goal. Perhaps like teamwork.

Another great thing is that since our time just reflecting and taking it easy, I'm a lot less parrotnoid. Which is especially helpful since we would like to introduce Razputin! Angela and I decided not to go through with making a tulpa of Ethan Winters. But Raz just sorta came a long on his own. Angela and I quite adore him and hes really fitting in well with our group. He does use he/they pronouns at the moment. It is a bit interesting having such a young tulpa with us, Raz is 10 while both Angela and I are 19, so we are trying to be very gentle with him but not condescending. Raz is a fast learner after all.
Raz is a sweet kid and i really think he will enjoy minecraft! He hasn't been with us for very long but hes so cute, like having a baby brother
Ok I'm going to let Raz introduce himself.
Hey, I'm Razputin. I AM an actual psychonaut! I guess it's kind of ironic that I'm from the circus and Vincent and Angela call themselves the "Troupe". So uh yeah, talk to you guys later.

Finally I would like to ask if anyone else has encountered this problem. When talking to eachother mentally the meaning of what we are saying seems to move faster than we form sentences which can lead to someone replying while the other is still talking. Everyone talking over eachother is very overwhelming. I imagine I'd just have to get everyone to be more patient, but I think yalls thoughts would be helpful as well.