We didn’t think this fit in tulpa questions.

[Dust_lostt]

We’re worried about Dust.  Luna says he’s sick.  He looks really sick in wonderland.  When he’s in the body it feels sick.  We don’t know what’s wrong.  We’re worried and we don’t know what to do.  He avoids fronting like the plague.  His body in wonderland looks horribly messed up.  It’s like there’s something growing on/in it.  It only seems to be affecting him.  I’m fine.  Luna’s fine.  Ebony is in timeout so I can’t see her from the where I am right now (the front).  Dust looks like a zombie.  He’s in a lot of pain and he’s always tired.  Whenever he comes close to the front the body’s heart starts pounding.  When he’s fronting his chest hurts really bad and he can’t eat or sleep.

-  Arid🌵

[Gloomynoon]

Lilith: What do you mean by fronting?

 

Also yes this would be fine for Tulpa Questions. Unless you're planing to actively report progress on this.

Edited March 22, 2022 by Businesskat

[harvestmoon]

I'm very sorry. I'm not sure what this could be as it seems personal.

[Dust_lostt]

1 hour ago, Businesskat said:

Lilith: What do you mean by fronting?

 

I avoid being the one controlling the conscious mind.  Things like conversation and thinking in general.  Sorry I just got back.  I might have a migraine rn.  (Currently wearing sunglasses indoors)

Also @harvestmoon could you move this to questions then?  Sorry I know this is the second time, I’m not good at this.

[Gloomynoon]

Lilith: Just @ a moderator like Ranger. Betty can't do anything except that, sorry.

 

I can't really help except it seems like a belief related issue. If you believe all this is real then of course it's real to you. I don't advocate this type of thing. I remember someone told you that's an intrusive thought, and I would also agree. Seeing as how you started your journey very recently and are already doing things like avoiding the front. Sorry if this isn't helpful or the right kind of help.