Dust’s late and messy progress report.

[Dust_lostt]

Yeah this is embarrassing-  I suck at this—

 

Anyways I really only feel the need to update when I stumble upon a bump in the road or have a question.

 

So starting with my first question for my third attempt at a proper progress report-

So far everything involving headmates has been pretty much just accidental.  Like I let everyone be whoever they want and do what they want.  I did minimal forcing at the beginning and have just been letting them do whatever.  They can control the conscious functions of the body (like hand and facial expressions, vocalizing, etc.) even going so far as to having their own unique speech patterns.  From what I’ve been experiencing: when co fronting, it’s a lot similar to spacing out and when I’m pulled back to the front it’s like being snapped out of it.  And when I’m really out of it it’s like I’m not even in the front.  Like sometimes getting to the front is like being pulled, sometimes it’s as simple as sitting up, and sometimes it’s like trudging through mud.

Sometimes they struggle with finding enough physical energy to do things they enjoy, I’m pretty out of shape in terms of stamina and shit.  It’s especially frustrating for Ebony.  Luna tells me I need to sleep but like- sleeping is not enjoyable because I’ve been struggling with nightmares and insomnia for a few weeks.

 

Speaking of Luna-  i think it’s funny that every time Luna co-fronts the other(s) gets sleepy

[ruleofthumb]

Interesting. If this is all accidental you might have some natural tendency towards this. Sorry about your nightmares.

 

Also, you can add new posts to one progress report instead of making new posts for every update. That is the typical format.