Minimalist Log

[rendezxvous]

November the 19th, around 23:40: First time I vividly felt the presence of my tulpa.

Feels like a very distinct pressure on the top, frontal part of my head.
Now that she made herself known, we can proceed to phase II of the narration process, which is asking her questions.

Now, regarding the meditation experiment, I have the impression it's still too early to give any definitive conclusions.
I would have to keep doing it more often to gather some data.

[rendezxvous]

Today's movie was A Nightmare on Elm Street 4: The Dream Master.
I did watch other movies throughout the day, but I'll only be mentioning the ones I watched alongside my tulpa.
Maybe when she's already fully formed on a near future, she might want to write her own thoughts about those in here, or on a Letterboxd account.

I also had this weird idea about using alcohol as a way to clear my mental space for a while.
I'll eventually give this theory a shot, and try to do some forcing while in an altered state of consciousness.
Who knows? Maybe it will work out better then I expected.

Anyway, I can usually feel my tulpa's presence now on some degree when I talk to her, which is extremely cool and very encouraging to be honest.

I never expected any kind of perfection coming from me on this journey.
I'll just try my best and figure things out as we keep going.