Tea and friends [Progress log]

[teakettle13]

Guess who forgot his account here exists.

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Anyway, some weird stuff happened in those few (XD) days, but I don't want to get too deep into it here. Just saying that Misha's still here and we mostly are going through our mundane life without anything too wild. Yep, that's it for today. I might write some new stuff later if it will happen (and if I won't forget about this blog :p )

-Teakettle 

[teakettle13]

We are... somewhat alive?

 

Well I don't remember if I said it here, but Misha changed her form from her "furry" one, she is a human now. Here's a little sketch:

 

Yeah I made this one as a sticker at first (no, she doesn't usually wear the sunglasses XD ). She still identifies with her pine marten form though, I think she could be called an otherkin? Probably.

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I've been a bit depressed lately, to be honest. Don't want to say too much here, but I just don't want to subject her to these worse parts of my life. We hang out mostly in headspace now, I've been planning it out much better but I'm too lazy to describe it all here, just saying her part of the headspace is something akin to a summer camp resort.

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Lost my train of thought a little here, so that's all for now I guess. Bye, diary ^-^ 

 

-Tea

[teakettle13]

I remembered the password to this account, yay. 

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I've been feeling somewhat miserable. On antidepressants again but I'm not sure they help at all? I don't know what's wrong with me. 

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It's difficult to talk to her when I'm like that, I feel like I have some kind of contagious disease that will pass to her if I will subject her to my life too much. I don't want her to turn out as miserable and hating existence as myself, but it feels like it's inescapable. 

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It's also Halloween, so here's Misha in a vampire costume I drew recently. 

 

-Tea 

 

 

[teakettle13]

Back. 

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I've been feeling a bit better lately. I'm rather bad at keeping a journal if you haven't noticed yet XD

 

I started to make another tulpa about two weeks ago, Fluttershy (yes, the Fluttershy). Misha is alright still, we're trying to get through life I'd say. Still depressed. I wonder if it's only me or they are affected by the mental disorders too. Shy seemed cheerful so far, she can't talk too much but she says very distinct phrases sometimes and it's definitely a progress. 

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There's certain comfort that headmates bring in life. I don't feel so nervous in public places when I just imagine them next to me. It feels reassuring to be close to your friends at all times. 

 

-Tea 

[Shaula]

I'm glad you're feeling a little better. 😊 I totally forgot to say I really like your art on the last post, Misha looks cute! 😊 

 

I also want to give you a digital hug if it helps at all. (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ 

[teakettle13]

Hello! Thank you for the kind words and the hug, I appreciate it. 

(っᵔ◡ᵔ)っ

 

Also will leave here a profile picture I made for Fluttershy (the frames are from Ibis paint's library, the sketch is mine xd) 

 

[Shaula]

Hehe, glad to! 😊 

 

Great job, it's really pretty! 😊 I love the pastel colors!