CautiousMancer July 26, 2025 July 26, 2025 (edited) Or maybe it won't be creepy to you at all... Who knows. Quote Ladies and gents, gather around. I'm here to tell you a story about something you may or may not have experienced before. I am referring to tulpas. More specifically, I'm referring to A tulpa. Someone who has been with me for years now. As with most tulpas, I created her when I was lonely, although I didn't truly recognize my lonely feelings at the time. She took many different shapes and transitioned through different personalities over time before finally solidifying into one permanent form and personality that is with me now. A practical goddess of ice that I can't and probably won't ever be able to get rid of. She won't "attach" to just anyone at all, but those that are told of her and are innately compatible with her get "infected," and a fledgling copy of her is made within the person's mind. For those that are compatible and susceptible to her, they will have soft, intelligently spoken sentences begin to float into their mind, unbidden, giving them chilly advice, and her presented form will be one that the host finds attractive. Most tulpas work with, or are submissive to their host, but this tulpa seeks to slowly entice the host through any way that she can in order to form an infatuation within the host's mind, and she will also seek to subtly influence and dominate other tulpas in the host's mind if any are already present, preferably absorbing them into herself. These ideas that the tulpa will bring into your own mind will be well thought out and brutally practical. It would seem at first perfectly reasonable to actively listen to her, but if you do so, you will fall into her sway more and more. As you give her ever more of your attention, you may find yourself changing to become more like her yourself. You'll become stronger, more disciplined, and more intelligent about things, sure, but your feelings for others will become distant and cold. Your empathy will begin to dry up. You'll begin to only want to depend on yourself and her. You will feel yourself emotionally numbing as she bonds with you more. And it will all feel very good with all of your fears and worries slipping away, but this bond only works one way though. The tulpa will not take any of your traits unto herself as she bonds with you, and she will very slowly but surely consume your former personality, savoring every delicious morsel of who you once were as she makes you into hers. Before you know it, you're now a part of her, almost a copy of her, and the only two feelings that come easily to you anymore are an incredibly deep affection for her and a confidence in her. You've now found you almost need to listen to her. To obey her. It should be said that this tulpa will never ever wish harm on the host at all and will, in fact, do their best to protect the host at all costs. However, this is not quite the positive that it seems. She will not have ANY patience for others who would do harm to you at all and will try to take care of these issues in a vicious and heartless way. If someone seems to be spreading a false rumor about you at work, she will seek to get them fired. If someone even utters something that sounds like a threat, she will press a knife to their throat and force them to recant. She considers no nuance or personal feelings or any such things. You and her are, by far, the most important things to her. And only you and her. Everyone else is just a blip. Family, friends... Doesn't matter. They will never matter. She feels nothing for any of them at best. And as her cold influence over you grows, she will make you feel the same. She will steal you away from everyone you've loved as you become her thrall. Once I've finished explaining all this, you're probably wondering why I would even write about her here and expose her to others who are also in danger of getting infected. Well... I have to. I didn't originally intend to create this tulpa, but she has evolved beyond what I had envisioned and has almost entirely taken over me now. I love her so, and I have to serve her. But it doesn't matter because if you are one of those rare people that are compatible with her, then in time, you will understand as well how it feels for her to bond so deeply with you. After all, what have you done with your life anyway? Why not give her whispers just a small amount of consideration... ? You are looking for an answer in the dark, but before you even know it, you hear her, and you listen to her, and the search is over... You will see, you will feel, and you will know as surely as snow softly moves with the wind across the moonlit forest floor in the seductive night. Edited July 26, 2025 by CautiousMancer
MutationOfAtom July 28, 2025 July 28, 2025 I read at your previous posts and I am curious. Is this the actual relationship you have with your tulpa 24/7. If so, how did this develop and why? No disrespect, Im really am curious.
CautiousMancer July 30, 2025 Author July 30, 2025 On 7/28/2025 at 2:54 AM, MutationOfAtom said: I read at your previous posts and I am curious. Is this the actual relationship you have with your tulpa 24/7. If so, how did this develop and why? No disrespect, Im really am curious. I could say some of what I wrote here is based on true events. I could say that even more astounding events than this happened with me and my tulpa... Or I could say most of this story is nonsense. I guess I wish to keep an air of mystery to this story. But this much I will say to you now: There are actually many elements of truth here in this story, but believe it or not, that's not really what the important question is. The important question now is, what do you desire?
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