Ripred and his attempts

[Ripred]

So I thought why not make a topic for myself since everyone else has one.

 

Obviously I'll be posting in here my tulpa creation progress and anything else I can think of.

 

Recently got here (Obviously) so I'm fairly new to this. I'm just as skeptical about everything as much as the next person, but I'll do my best to keep on track.

 

The majority of my time will probably be spent passive forcing as I go about my daily life because I've always been great at escaping into my mind while doing mundane tasks. I hope that's enough to make up for minimal active forcing as I have little time for that as a full time college student with a job.

 

 

I started my tulpa as a genderless, empty cloud and just talked to it. At first I was expecting something along the lines of a human male to come out of my forcing, but as I continued through the first few days I randomly started imagining my tulpa as a female silver wolf-like creature.

More wispy than material.

 

I decided to roll with it, unsure of if it was me tulpa or just my mind wandering (probably the latter at this early stage).

 

 

 

 

That's pretty much it so far. I appreciate any supportive comments and constructive feedback as I continue on my journey. I wont be one of those people who just post to post and end up lying alot. If I cant get this tulpa thing to work, then I don't get it to work and while I'll be disappointed, I'm not going to lie about it.

[NightOwl221]

Seem's like an interesting process as of yet, especially since it took its own form.

Should be cool to see how it turns out as the days go by =D

[Sing]

I wish you luck with your endeavor. Also, I reckon you read through some guides on here?

What method are you using? I'm interested in hearing from anyone using Fede's methods.

[Ripred]

Yes, I've read a few of the guides, but I've ultimately been doing my own thing influenced by the other guides. I haven't had alot of time to constantly force due to college and finals, so I've had to sort of make my own method. Be it a bad one or not, I wont have time to change it for another few weeks.

 

As of right now my tulpa has yet to say anything to me. She's expressed interest in certain objects and ideas, but I've only felt that through feelings and visualization.

 

Against my planning, her form has become more clear to me which has surprised me. Like I've said before, she's a silver wolf but more or less looks like a spirit with a translucent body and wisps of mist rising off her. Its less of a "oh I cant see her clearly so she looks like that" and more of just her choosing to portray herself as such.

 

As for her name, I randomly started thinking of the letter S out of the blue, so I'm chalking it up to her wanting her name to start with an S. Also, she's expressed interest for fire and warmth which contradicts my love for cool environments and snow.

 

I mainly passive force while in class or working, but I also force while showering. I take around 20 minute showers so that helps. I also narrate for most of the time when I'm driving to and fro.